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30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
givi alxaziSvili
maSindeli grZeldeba awmyo
ca gadaivlis,
es qedebic gadaivlian,
Tavis megzuri gauCndeba mTebis qaravans..
me ki wavedi
da aq Cemi landi davtove,
me sxvis sizmarSi gameRviZa da aq ara var.
ca gadaivlis,
meramdened gadaiara?!
movlen mkvdrebi da itireben,
rom es qveyana unugeSod gadairia;
wamoiwyeben axal cxovrebas,
Seudgebian kvdomas xelaxla
da imave sisxls gaaRviZeben,
uTvalavjer rom balaxs Seaxma.
samxreTisaken wadi, iare
da udabnoSi Seni iara
gaCvenebs miraJs aTasferovans,
da rasac Sen grZnob, sulis siRrmea,
amouTqmeli araferia...
...ai, es bavSvi, kubikebiT
anbans rom awyobs,
daSlis da awyobs, _
is meordeba,
qviSaze rom werda da Slida
da maSindeli grZeldeba awmyo...
Tvalze vifareb xelisgulebs da vimalebi,
Turme imitom,
rom gamovCnde ufro mkafiod
da sinaTlidan gamovadno aso-niSnebi,
guliscemas rom inaxaven da gamoscemen,
da ucnobebis Tvalwin
marcval-marcval viSlebi.
veRar vpoulob Tavmisadreks
da cas avxedav,
xan frinveli var
mzeris frTebiT gadafrenili,
aba, ra vici, meramdene saukunea,
gzaabneuli vexetebi ahasferiviT,
gza ar mTavrdeba, nabijebic ver gamovlie
da arc iwyeba da mTavrdeba aRaraferi...
IV-V
gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT
fasi 50 TeTri
2 proza
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derefanSi sami fanjara iyo, magram mxolod erTi iReboda. sastumro
oTaxSi _ ori da arc erTs ar vaRebdiT. samzareuloSic – ori, orive moqmedi. saZinebelSic – ori, magram erTi
– karadis ukan. meore saZinebelSi –
sami, ori derefanSi gamavali, erTi –
aivanze. derefanSi gamavali erTxel
gavaReT. aivanze gamavals saerTod ar
vxuravdiT.
sul iyo Tormeti fanjara.
amboben, rom akviatebulad raRacis
Tvla, nevrozis niSania. me fanjrebs
viTvlidi. fanjrebze bevri rame SemiZlia movyve. soxumSi fanjrebi quCis
mxares iReboda, ase specialurad
akeTebdnen, wvima rom ar Semosuliyo.
nestisgan xe deformirdeboda da ramdenime weliwadSi bevri maTganis gaRebas ukve veRarc axerxebdnen. yvela saxlSi iyo moqmedi da gaWedili fanjrebi.
adas fanjara
adas samkuTxa Tvalebi da grZeli
Tmebi hqonda. arc TeTri iyo, arc Savi,
ufro rkinisferi gadakravda.
adas fanjridan zamTrobiT mTebi
Canda, zafxulobiT _ gasaSrobad gafenili Tambaqo. saaTobiT SeeZlo fanjarasTan mjdariyo da eyurebina,
rogor gadadioda foTlebis simwvane
siyviTleSi. yvelaze kargad Tambaqo
meore sarTulis marcxena fanjridan
Canda. am fanjaras adas fajaras eZaxdnen.
pirveli sibere maSin dgeba, rodesac cxovreba gameorebas iwyebs, anu
sadRac ocdaxuTi wlidan. am dros
aRiqvam, rom yvelafers, rasac bavSvobaSi xedavdi da xdeboda, didobaSi
Tavis analogia aqvs.
TbilisSi rom gadmobargdnen, ada
ukve oci wlis iyo. Tavidan baRis SenobaSi gaCerdnen.
bavSvobaSi aseTi TamaSi hqondaT.
muyaos yuTSi unda Camsxdariyvnen da
am yuTianad gadaadgilebuliyvnen. Zneli iyo, verafers xedavdi da Tan suli
gexuTeboda. baRis SenobaSi gatarebuli wlebic yuTiT siaruls hgavda. iseT
siviwroveSi cxovrobdnen, vinc maRali iyo, Tavbeds iwyevlida – maRali
rom ar gavzrdiliyavi, naklebi adgili damWirdebodao.
saxli rom iyides, ramdenime dReSi
adam sizmari naxa, viTom oTxmocs mitanebuli kaci moadgaT CemodniT, Semovida, bargi dado da miixed-moixeda.
_ babuam icis, aq rom varT, _ Tqva
diliT.
mere mSoblebi ruseTSi saSovarze
wavidnen da ada marto darCa. axla sxva
TamaSss daemgvana cxovreba _ did, sastumro oTaxSi Zalian patara nivTs malavdnen da is unda gepovna. pataraobisas saaTobiT daborialobda ada
erTi kuTxidan meoremde, sanam pianinos klaviSebSi Catenil nemsebis baliSs
an sarecxis samagrs moZebnida.
mere adas Seuyvarda da moxucic meored movida sizmarSi. karTan naRvliani idga da Cumad uyurebda. ramdenime weli uyvarda uimedod da sul is
grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos isev fanjarasTan ijda da uyurebda, rogor
xmebodnen Tambaqos foTlebi mzeze.
biZaCemis oTaxi
vardisferi, naTeli oTaxi – aseT
ferebSi patara bavSvis oTaxebs Rebaven.
Tbilisuri samzareulosxela arc
iqneboda. miuxedavad amisa, ori didi
fanjara hqonda. mas mere arsad minaxavs aseTi patara da naTeli oTaxi.
am oTaxSi biZaCemi cxovrobda, saSinlad Taviseburi da rTuli xasiaTis
biWi, maSin albaT ocdaxuTi wlisa. martoobis didi moyvaruli iyo. arc TviTon gamodioda gareT da arc sxvas uSvebda, rom daelagebina mainc. raRas ar
naxavdi am oTaxSi. sawolis, televizoris da erTi skamis garda aveji arc
eteoda, magram sxva aTasi xaraxura
eyara: wignebi, rveulebi, Zveli da axali gazeTebi, `krakadilis~ nomrebi,
firfitebi, tansacmeli, sigaretis nam-
literaturuli gazeTi
wvebi, radiomimRebis da magnitofonis
nawilebi.... mokled yvelaferi is, rac
SeiZleba axalgazrda biWis oTaxSi dagrovdes, Tu am oTaxs Tveebis ganmavlobaSi ar daalageb.
biZaCemi didxans mSvidad iyo aq gamagrebuli, sanam me ar davibade. me patara gogo viyavi da aTasi xaraxuriT
savse vardisferi oTaxi ufro saTamaSod aRviqvi, vidre oTaxad. ar vici, ra
megona, albaT raRac daTunias an Tojinis magvari. arc akrZalva mesmoda da
rogorc ki kars Rias davinaxavdi, maSinve am oTaxisken mivdiodi. bavSvebis
nervebi hqonda biZaCems? Sesuli ar
viyavi, gamomsvamda xolme gareT. isev
Sevbrundebodi, isev gamomsvamda.
kote gabaSvili
Zalas is iyo, Zalas _ me...
wlebis merec, roca mTel orsarTulian da rvaoTaxin saxlSi marto iyo,
mainc am oTaxidan ar gamodioda biZaCemi. isev iq ijda.
ucnauri ganlageba hqonda mis saxls, oTaxebi ufro meti iyo, vidre fanjrebi. ramdenime oTaxs fanjara ar
hqonda, danarCenebs TiTo-TiTo, mx-
konservs hyofnida WiebiT naSovni
fuli, danarCens inaxavda. am Senaxuli
fuliT qaTami da goWi iyida sazamTrod.
axla sxvanairad daawyo ficrebi.
zeda ori rigi moSala da oTaxi gadatixra, pirvelze Tavad iZinebda. mTeli Rame farTxalebda qaTami, dilauTenia atexda kriaxs da frTebis tylaSuns. kvercxs debda. konservis yidva
aRar sWirdeboda baTus. Tu cximi hqonda rame, amoavlebda purs kvercxSi da
Seiwvavda, Tu ara _ moxarSavda. ise
mieCvia kvercxis Wamas, samsaxuri rom
iSova da pirveli xelfasi aiRo, isev
kvercxi iyida da oTxi erTad Seiwva.
siberemde SemorCa es Cveva. rac ar unda
sufra moetovebina ukan, sanam saxlSi
misuli kvercxs ar daayolebda, ver
ZReboda.
mere mesame oTaxi miamata da colic moiyvana. isev gadaadgiles ficrebi. oradgiliani sawoli gamouvidaT,
leibi iyos sqeli, qveS rac unda is hqoniao. foriaqi icoda ZilSi baTus colma, wrialebda da RameSi ramdenimejer
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olod am yvelaze patara oTaxs hqonda
ori fanjara.
baTus oTaxi
saxli didi iyo, orsarTuliani. misi
mSenebloba erTi oTaxiT daiwyo. maSin
samegrelos koRoebi Wamda, afxazeTSi
ki mosavali orjer modioda. baTu mexuTe Svili iyo ojaxSi, dakbenili da
mSieri. iloris mosalocad movdivar,
Cem sigrZe sanTeli maqvs SeTqmulio.
gaizoma Tavi TokiT, Semoikra es Toki
welze da fexSiSveli Cavida oCamCireSi. aseTi wesi iyo, rame Zalian Tu giWirda, salocavTan fexSiSveli unda
misuliyavi. fexsacmeli ar hqonda da
iloric amitom moigona, Torem taZarSi arc Sesula, pirdapir soxumis gza
gaagrZela. sxvis miwaze sircxvilis
grZnobas kargav. erTianad SiSvelma
romc iaro, nacnobi mainc aravin daginaxavs. arc baTu dardobda, gamlelebi gadayvlefil fexebze rom aSterdebodnen. erT, mdinarispira mindors miaRwia da wylidan amoRebuli qvebiT
aiSena pirveli oTaxi.
mas mere emateboda da emateboda
oTaxebi, rogorc sWirdeboda ise. sanam zafxuli iyo, mdinareSi banaobda,
acivda da aiSena kidev erTi oTaxi, wylis gadasavlebad. sam rigad hqonda
ficrebi gadebuli, pirvelze da meoreze foTlebi da kolmeurneobidan
gamoyvanili abreSumis Wiebi hqonda
gaSlili, mesameze Tavad iZinebda mokuntuli. mTeli Rame fuTfuTebdnen
Wiebi, tanze acocdebodnen da aRviZebdnen. verc iSorebda, gaWyletda da
isev misTvis iyo zarali. mere Zafebs
daixvevdnen, daqselavdnen ficrebs,
gaexveodnen Sig da ramdenime dRe ar
iZvrodnen. aseT dros baTusac mSvidad
eZina. mere Caabarebda am abreSums da
sxva Wiebs gamoiyvanda. axla isini afuTfuTdebodnen. naxevar pursa da Tevzis
iRviZebda dafeTebuli. xan xmaurze
wamoxteboda, xan cud sizmarze. misi
SiSiT ver ganZreuliyo qmari. rogorc
dawveboda, isev ise dgeboda diliT,
mxris Seucvlelad.
mere bavSvi gaCnda, kidev daemata
erTi oTaxi, bavSvis ara – samzareulo.
mere _ meore bavSvi, mere _ mesame. matulobda da matulobda oTaxebi. aRarc
ficrebze eZinaT, aveji SeiZines. abreSumis Wiebis movlis nacvlad axla Tambaqos foTlebs axmobdnen. dakrefdnen,
aasxamdnen da gakidebdnen CarCoebze
gasaxmobad. orjer modioda afxazeTSi mosavali, kargad cxovrobdnen yvelani, baTuc kargad cxovrobda.
pirvelad rom Caabara TuTuni da
mandarini da fuli aiRo, is Toki gaaxsenda, viTon sanTlis dasanTebad rom
wamoiRo samegrelodan. gulma gauwia,
amovavleb sanTelSi da davanTebo. xelmeored gadaizoma sakuTari Tavi, simaRleSi gazrdiliyo. Zveli tansacmlis naWeri gadaaba. sanTelic iSova
dasadnobi, magram ver gabeda. ukve komkavSireli iyo. eklesiaSi daenaxaT,
arafers SearCerdnen. arada, jer saxli hqonda dasamTavrebeli, oTaxebi
mosawyobi, aivani gasakeTebeli. sami
Svili hyavda, yvelas Tavisi kuTxe undoda. kuTxe erqva, Torem kuTxe qaTamsac ki ar eyofoda, baTus ficrebiT
rom ar daemwyvdia. cxovreba undoda
yvelas, miwa, wyali, zRva, xe da tye. es
mxare cxovrebisTvis iyo zedgamoWrili.
saxlis mSeneblobas maleve morCa
baTu, erTi oTaxi uremontoc datova,
iqauri wesisamebr. afxazeTSi ase
sjerodaT, kaci saxlis Senebas Tu morCa, mokvdeba kideco. sxva mizani arc
hqondaT da albaT magitom sjerodaT
ase. erTi patara oTaxi iyo meore
sarTulze, is datova xeluxlebeli,
arc gaulesavs, arc aveji Seutania.
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kidev erTxel maSin moifiqra baTum
sanTlis danTeba, Svili rom moyva avariaSi. maSin ukve samocis iyo. kidev
erTxel gadaizoma Tavi. dapataravebuliyo isev. Tokic daapatarava. sanTels dauwyo Zebna. sad iSovida ase
uceb, nacnob mefutkreebs Tu eqnebodaT, isinic Sors cxovrobdnen. iqve
dajda naWris CemodanTan, iq Zvel da
gamousadegar tansacmels inaxavdnen.
usanTlo Toks sTxova, Svili gadamirCineo.
ausrulda, Svili ki male gamoweres,
magram TviTon gaxda avad. ar SeimCnia.
erT-erT oTaxSi dawva sawolze. netav,
es romeli oTaxia, rodis da romlis
mere avaSeneo, igonebda. erTmaneTSi
aeria bavSvebis dabadebis mimdevroba,
samsaxurebi, mosavliani da umosavlo
wlebi. ver gaixsena, romeli oTaxi iyo.
Svilebi da SviliSvilebi sawolTan
rom midi-modiodnen, ase egona abreSumis Wiebi fuTfuTebdnen, xan _ qaTami
frTebs iqnevso, xan _ coli wamodga
sawolidan SeSinebuli, bavSvi atirdao.
mokuntuli iwva Zveleburad.
bevri fanjara hqonda mis saxls.
erTi pirveli oTaxis, meore – meoresi,
sami – derefanSi, ori – samzareuloSi,
xuTi – saZineblebSi, sastumro oTaxSi
_ ori, kidev aivanze gamavali fanjrebi – sami cali.
sul iyo Cvidmeti fanjara.
devebis kaci
svanebis ojaxi Camosaxlda soxumSi.
win da ukan iares da aqac mTaze iyides
saxli. ojaxis ufrosi erTi dalewili
da dabintuli kaci iyo. xel-fexi TabaSirSi hqonda, Tavi _ Sexveuli. kuStad
aTvalierebda iqaurobas. aSkarad Canda, mtrebi hyavdaT svaneTSi da maT
gamoeridnen. karga xans uyurebdnen
mezoblebi Soridan, mere erT-erTi gadavida, viTom xaxvis saTxovnad.
gadmovida ukan, daawyo magidaze
xaxvi da gadaaqnia Tavi.
_ an sulelebi arian da an Cven
vgonivarT sulelebi.
_ rao?
_ mag kacis coli damxvda, beCodan
varTo. devi gadaemtera Cems qmars,
ramdenjerme galaxes. devs xom ar SevakvdebodiT da wamovediTo.
_ aba, egeni yofilan...
aravin daijera, magram is kaci mainc
ar iSlida Tavisas, yvelgan devis ambavs yveboda. misi saxelic ar icodnen
wesierad. yvela ase eZaxda, ai, is kaci,
devma rom cemao. blomad iyo devis kacis monayoli ambebi. gaugonar bavSvebs
aZinebdnen am zRaprebiT.
sul sami fanjara hqonda mis saxls,
danarCenebi CamosvlisTanave amoaSenebina devis kacma. eSinoda. Zilis win im
samsac ketavda da zed karadebs adgamda. karadebis Wrialis xmas Tu gaigebnen mezoblebi, devebis xalxi dasaZineblad emzadebao, ityodnen. gaiRviZebdnen, gadaaTrevdnen isev am karadebs.
devis kacis monayoli
Rame iyo, karze braxuni gavigone.
Cavedi, megona, biZaSvili Tu momadga
romelime-meTqi. gavaRe da devi dgas
karSi. maRalia, banjgvliani, dorbli
Camosdis. CaiburdRuna raRac, gamomiqana tori da mimaxeTqa kedels. gons
rom movedi, ukve wasuli iyo. Cemma
colma miTxra, xmauri gavigone, Camovedi da Zirs egde Tavgatexilio. diliT
ezoSi rom gavedi, yvelgan fexis nakvalevi Canda, kacis ori terfi Caeteoda
Sig.
lalis saklaso oTaxi
naTeli oTaxi iyo, yviTeli merxebiT. damrigebeli sul koncertis xasiaTze idga. SemTxvevas ar gauSvebda,
zeimi ar moewyo. Seawyobdnen am oqrosfer merxebs erTmaneTze, CarTavdnen
magnitofons da repeticiebs gadiodnen. risi qarTuli, ra maTematika, roca
ar unda Cagevlo, misi saklaso oTaxidan yovelTvis simReris xma ismoda.
TviTon lali sul Savebs atarebda,
masze sxva feris tansacmeli arc minax-
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literaturuli gazeTi
pir saxlisken modis. gadmoviRe Tofi
da vdgavar. moglija ZaRli rkinis
jaWvidan, mougrixa Tavi, moigdo zurgze da gabrunda ukan. rom gadioda, Semomxeda da sul ramdenime sityva Tqva:
meored rom moval, Sens cols waviyvano. cxoveliviT laparakobda, naxevrad RmuiliT, magram kargad gavige,
es Tqva.
proza 3
pirze ekeraT Cemebs. mamida Zalian
lamazi yofila da axalgazrda momkvdara kibosgan. Corna Cveulebrivi ezos
ZaRli iyo, mxiaruli. viRacam gazis
baloni moitana da zed daadga, veraferi vuSveleTo. omamde sul ixsenebdnen. suraTic gvqonda Cornasi,
eTera mamidasic. Corna Savi iyo da
kudaprexili, mamida _ TeTri, daxvewili nakvTebiT.
marias oTaxi
baTus saxlSi afxazebi rom Sesaxldnen, ramdenime weli ise icxovres,
araferi SeucvliaT. yvelaze patara
ori wlis maria iyo, xuWuWa da lamazi
gogo. TojinebiT TamaSi uyvarda,
bevrsac Cuqnidnen. Tormeti wlis rom
gaxda, saTamaSoebis teva aRar iyo saxlSi. mamamisma baTus datovebuli patara oTaxi gaaremonta maT Sesanaxad.
yvavilebiani Spaleri gadaakra, kedlebze Taroebi gaakeTa da marias
TojinebiT aavso.
im dRes mokvda baTu, sul sxva
qalaqSi da sul sxva saxlSi.
devis kacis colis monayoli
avs. ucnauri ki iyo, marto Savebi ratom ecva am mxiarul qals.
erTi oTaxi
foto maxsovs. col-qmari da bavSvi
barakis win idgnen. Tan werili erTvoda afxazeTis mTavrobis saxelze _ CxorowyuSi vcxovrobdiT, mSoblebma
saxlidan gamogvyares da iqneb, sadme
erTi oTaxi gamogviyoTo.
vinc waikiTxa yvelas Seecoda, sawylebi, Sua quCaSi darCenilan, iqneb,
marTla uSovon sadme erTi oTaxio.
maSin veravin warmoidgenda, rom
oriode wlis mere, Tavadac igive
gauxdebodaT sanatreli, mTavrobis
mier gamoyofili erTi oTaxi.
devis kacis monayoli
ori dRe javriT ar meZina. mere
Sevkribe biZaSvilebi da gavediT tyeSi. sadme aq iqneba, ra patara is aris,
daimalos-meTqi. sami dRe da Rame viborialeT. meoTxe dRes davinaxeT, xeebi daeglija da erTmaneTze awyobda
mozomilad, adamiani rom daawyobs ise.
gamogvxeda da meti arc dagvWirvebia,
gamovcvivdiT suyvelani, erTmaneTs
gamovaswariT. meore dRes CamomakiTxa
sofelSi. bavSviviT amiyvana da damagdo miwaze. neknebi Camtvreuli mqonda,
sami Tve arc avmdgarvar loginidan.
rusulis kabinetis fanjara
ra etakaT, dRemde ar vici, albaT
daginebuli Tu hqondaT. meSvide klasSi viqnebodi, ucnauri moda Semovida
skolaSi. biWebi meoTxe sarTulis fanjaraze ramdenime wuTiT unda Camokidebuliyvnen, Tan mowmeebis TanxlebiT. mowmeebi isev sakuTari Zmakacebi iyvnen. saaTs dainiSnavdnen da dro
rom gavidoda, amoaTrevdnen fanjaraze gadakidebuls. aqeT eseni
iwurebodnen simwris oflSi, iqiT-is.
rom Cavardniliyavi, suli ar dagyveboda miwamde.
dRemde maxsovs Cemi gaoceba. Sevedi saklaso oTaxSi da Cemi Tanaklaseli fanjaraze hkidia. davadeqi Tavze,
CavZaxi, ras Svrebi-meTqi. imas kidev
Cemi Tavi ara aqvs, Jangian Jaluzsaa CabRauWebuli. gamovbrundi ukan.
meore dRes gavixede, axla sxvaa
Camokidebuli.
aTasamde moswavle iyo skolaSi,
asamde maswavlebeli Tu pedkoleqtivis sxva wevri, mezoblebi, mSoblebi...
– arada, dRisiT, mzisiT bavSvebi fanjrebze ekidnen da veravin amCnevda.
xandaxan afxazeTze rom vfiqrob,
ase mgonia, yvelaze axlobelma adamianebma haerSi gamogkides da arc fanjris iqiT, arc aqeT dro ar gadis.
devis kacis monayoli
erTxelac mesmis, ZaRli iyefeba. veeberTela ZaRli myavda, nagazi. gavixede da Semosula es gonji. pirda-
ZaRli iyefeboda, me da bavSvebi
ezoSi viyaviT. Semovida devi, dawvda am
ZaRls da mougrixa kiseri. Cemi qmari
TofiT dgas aivanze, feri ar adevs. miubrunda es nadiri da eubneba, meored
rom moval, Sens Svilebs waviyvano. cxoveliviT laparakobda, RmuiliT, magram kargad gavige, es Tqva.
Corna
Cornas da eTera mamidas suraTebidan vicnobdi. erTmaneTTan arafer
SuaSi iyvnen, magram orives saxeli
devis kacis Svilis monayoli
ezoSi vTamaSobdiT me da Cemi da.
uceb WiSkari gaiRo da devi Semovida.
deda mogvvarda, ukan wagvaTria orive.
julbarsa gadareuliviT yefda. mamam
Tofi gamoitana. vfiqrobdi, axla isvris-meTqi, magram ar usvria. ZaRli
mokla da rom mihqonda, mamas uTxra,
xom Cagafsmevine SiSisgano. cxoveliviT laparakobda, RmuiliT, magram kargad gavige, es Tqva.
Cveni ZaRli
Corna erqva amasac. ar iyo maincdamainc Savi, magram Zveli Cornas
xaTriT daarqves. ymuoda Cveni ZaRli.
ZaRlis ymuilma sikvdili iciso. Sen
rom Segcodeboda, mezobeli mogTxovda gadagdebas. katasaviT cxra sicocxle aRmoaCnda Cornas. ramdenjerme
gadaagdo bebiaCemma mdinareSi. xan yuTSi svamda, xan pirmokrul tomaraSi.
gavixedavdiT, ukan dabrundeboda, gawuwuli da gaxarebuli. albaT egona,
Semaqeben, rom gadavrCio.
erTxelac gadaagdo da WiSkari Ria
datova gabezrebulma. aRar dabrunebula Corna.
xandaxan SeiZleba mogeCvenos, rom
mSoblebis, bebia-babuis da sxva uamravi
naTesavis miuxedavad, yvelaze metad
sakuTar ZaRls daemsgavse.
devis kacis monayoli
Cais rom daisxam da aRar dalev,
isic dagenaneba kacs. bavSvi viyavi, sanadirod wamiyvana mamaCemma. kldeebSi
gavaTeneT, diliT gaviRviZe, amodis
mze wiTlad, iqve ori qori dafrinavs...
sanam ar daviZariT, videqi da vuyurebdi. saxlSi rom CamovediT, mamas vkiTxe,
Cven rom ukan CamovbrundiT, xval vinRa dainaxavs im mzis amosvlas-meTqi.
aravin, vin unda dainaxos, mand marto
qorebi ariano. damenana. rom gavizarde
mere xSirad avdiodi, sanam devi gadamekideboda. axla saTvalavi ameria,
ramdenjer gaTenda marto qorebis
dasanaxad.
apalonis ZaRli
apaloni erTaderTi afxazi iyo mezoblebSi, isic gaafxazebuli qarTveli. rodesac mokvda, misi ZaRli karebSi Cawva da sanam gaasvenebdnen, cremlebi mosdioda. apolonis marto es
maxsovs, yvela vinc gadioda da gamodioda, iZaxda, ZaRli tiriso.
leri da bimi
leri grZelfexeba koplebiani ZaRli iyo, raRaciT frangulis maswavlebels hgavda, bimi _ TeTri, dabali.
aRar maxsovs, SeiZleba yurzec hqonda
laqa, radgan bimi daarqves.
zoro
ra undoda zoros soxumSi. mecxvare
ZaRli, veeberTela da cisferTvaleba. yefa ar icoda, cxvari iq ar iyo da
batkani. virTxebze nadiroba uyvarda.
daiWerda da movardeboda gaxarebuli.
am dros unda mimxvdariyavi da Segeqo.
erTxelac daikarga zoro. veZebeT
da ver vipoveT, arc TavisiT dabrunebula. amxela ZaRls rogor moiparavdnen, albaT ewyina raRac da wavidao, vambobdiT. ras gaigeb, ra ewyina ZaRls.
xandaxan mgonia, Cemi quCis SesasvlelSi Tu davdeqi, yvela ZaRli,
romelic odesme myavda, erTad wamovardeba da daiyefebs.
xandaxan mgonia, am quCis SesasvlelSi Tu davdeqi, visac davlocav,
arasodes mokvdeba da visac davwyevli
_ isic arasodes mokvdeba.
***
derefanSi sami fanjara iyo, magram mxolod erTi iReboda. sastumro
oTaxSi _ ori da arc erTs ar vaRebdiT. samzareuloSic – ori, orive moqmedi. saZinebelSic – ori, magram erTi
– karadis ukan. meore saZinebelSi –
sami, ori derefanSi gamavali, erTi –
aivanze. derefanSi gamavali erTxel
gavaReT. aivanze gamavals saerTod ar
vxuravdiT.
sul iyo Tormeti fanjara...
literaturuli gazeTi
4 poezia
sinamdvilesa da xsovnas Soris
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
Senc am miwaze
codva-madls Soris borZikiT daxval.
momwyurda sunTqva kamerul leqsis
da wyurvils gabmul natvras vabraleb,
vzi, mwared Cavlil dReebis leqSi
da vaxel Tvalebs _ dardis napralebs...
yuri damigde, mSiero Zmao,
rom daiRale da aRar ici,
rom meti dardi aris miwaze
SemosazRvruli ufro myari ciT...
Seni sxeuli savse siaxliT,
surnels afrqvevs da survils amZafrebs
da vidre movel, TviTon meaxle
da wuTis siRrme kocniT amwapne.
Cumad vagrZeleb sxeulis gaxdas
da albaT, sul rom ganviZarcvebi,
amoixedavs Cemi gulidan
qariT naTesi xorblis marcvlebi,
sadme yayaCoc gamoereva,
gaubrwyindeba Tvali namcvrevi...
iyo ucnobi da Tan nacnobi
Seucnoblobis xmoba siRrmidan
da Sampanuris sveli sacobi
da Tvali _ TvalSi Tvals rom miyrida...
erTsul...
is aqve idga, misi aCrdili
oTaxs tovebda
da sinamdviles
da xsovnas Soris viyav gaCrili
da gulSi, Sen rom moinadire.
...Tqven giyvarT is, rac gatyuebT, igi, rac gwvdebaT da
mogicavT...*
gamvleli
isedac xom SeniT vsunTqav,
Sen maarsebeb,
aq, landic xom kargavs konturs,
ise deddeba _
is gubea, calTvalaa da cas ahyurebs,
ise mReris,
anareklic ar axsendeba...
...dasabams eZebs, rom sasruls miwvdes,
Turme, sadac dasabamia, iq sasrulia..
netaria, dabadebamde vinc ukve iyo...
xedav, Seni mowafeebi sxvis yanaSi
bavSvebiviT Camomsxdaran,
TavTavebs fSvnian xelisgulze,
marcval-marcval nayrdebian,
dumils puriviT inawileben.
male movlen patronebi,
yanas ise daibruneben, rogor warTmeuls,
guliT brmebi veras xedaven,
iqidan xom carieli movidnen da
aqedanac carieli gabrundebian...
aris sinaTle mxolod SenSi,
Sensken vizrdebi,
gavSli mklavebs mcenaresaviT
da Cems sityvebSi cis frinvelebi
frTebs Searxeven
da xmas saRamos aayoleben.
gamvleli var.
me var es gza,
sakuTar Tavs TviTon gavivli.
oRond Sen darCi,
gviania,
nu migvatoveb...
givi alxaziSvili
***
Semovidoda, bostnis suni Semohyveboda,
Semodgamda magidaze gaqeqil CanTas
da mwvanils yidda moxuci qali...
meaTe dRea aqeT aRar gamoCenila...
Tqves: avadaa,
aqamde Ramis gorgals arTavda,
axla dums da Tavis parks iqsovs.
wuTi grZeldeba
xelis gawvdenac ar mWirdeba,
ise CemTan xar
da zogjer,
roca mimiviwyeb da Tavs maxseneb,
es guli lamis gamelia,
me dageTanxme,
rom SeniT vsunTqav
da Sens Zebnas ver davexseni.
dadga ivnisi,
cacxvis suni haers amCatebs
da svel silaSi agrZeleben TamaSs bavSvebi,
me vnatrob zogjer,
aq rom iyo, Tundac ar Cande
da gigrZno sityviT,
mzis amosvliT, SenSi CaSvebiT.
Tvali Seavle,
SeeTvala loya alubals
da nabij-nabij mivyvebi Tu mivdev TibaTves,
an ra mauwya Citma,
weRan rom igaloba,
vinc gaigona, sixaruli darCa imaTve.
rac ar mTavrdeba,
veRaravin ver daasrulebs,
mSvenieria yvela wuTi,
roca xelaxla
Tavs gagrZnobinebs _
siyvaruliT xar daisruli
da SegiZlia SegrZnebebis sityviT Senaxva.
gamoRviZeba
...an ratom mikvirs,
sad mipoves,
an aq rad damsves cocxlad,
TiTqosda arasodes vyofilvar mkvdari...
me gavlili maqvs es sicocxle da is sikvdili,
Tavis ucnaur TamaSebiT, mziTa da mTvariT.
madlobeli var,
radgan sityva SemomaSvele,
mSobliuria, im murdalze asjer sandoa,
dabadebidan Sxams vinc agrovebs
da siZulvilma rom asazrdova.
me furcel-furcel vimogzaureb,
da ise, gamvlels rogorc Sehferis,
RamiT mTvaris da
dRisiT mzis sxivi
iqneba Cemi saniSnebeli.
da Sen Seminde, rodesac sityviT
veZeb, vpoulob, SegrZnebas axals,
ise, rogorc me,
Sen gascdi xmaurs,
gaeride aqaurobas,
magram drodadro CemSi feTqav
da mpoulob Seni pulsiviT...
gana Senamde Sori gzaa,
sul aqve xar,
CemSi gxvdebi, ase uxmod rom visaubroT.
is dro, romelic gvaaxloebs,
sad qreba xolme?!
albaT aqvea
da me ar vici, umizezod ra arwevs fardas
da kaniT rad vgrZnob Seni sunTqvis frTebs?!
erTdroulad aq da iq yofnas
rogor axerxeb,
roca CemSi xar da sxvaganac,
sadac ver gwvdeba mzera
da mxolod sulis Zafi Cndeba Cvens Soris,
risi dasturic SegrZnebaa,
igi cxovrobs usityvobaSi
da Tavs zogjer sityvaSi eZebs...
......
Tavis dro icis ZeZvis yvavilma
da futkars ikrebs dRisiT,
RamiT ki varskvlavebi dabzuian qveynierebas
da Ramis neqtars agroveben bneli Cqamebi
da erTmaneTs inawileben
da sivrceebs cvlian wvdomisas
da Tqven giyvarT is,
riTac yovelTvis Tavs iqcevT da...
dideba instinqts,
Jruantelis ZvelisZvel avtors,
Tavs rom akiTxebs nebismiers,
visac uyvars
ara mxolod teqstobrivi simkvriveebi
da agrZelebs sxeulis kiTxvas.
isev wuTis aalveba, aaleba da gaelveba.
......
es dro mainc sxvagvaria,
roca Sen gxvdebi,
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
literaturuli gazeTi
roca suli iwyebs saubars
da SegrZnebis siRrme gvamunjebs.
Cem guliscemas axla vin ismens,
an Tvals vin amCnevs, rom mimelula?!
ai, iseTi mSvidi droa,
farSavangma rom Caiara galursul baRSi,
maraosaviT gaSlil kuds rom Tvali movkari,
rogorc Cavlil drois fragments
da CemSi darCa.
siWrele axsovs Tvlemis RriWoebs,
uecar xilviT gadaglesili,
rad enatrebaT am uniWoebs,
rom momawvdinon xma dageslili?!
gabmulia sulis Zafi
da SegrZnebis eniT vsaubrobT,
da vagrZelebT erTsul yofnas
da sul yofnas erTsul... da uxmod...
......
Sin dabrunda franis devniT daRlili bavSvi,
ciT gadavsebul Tvals maridebs
da sityvasac ver poulobs, cam rom waarTva...
yvelaferi ase daiwyo odesRac CemTvis
da axla SenTan Semovbrundi,
rom gagaxseno _
uTqmeloba badebs sxva enas
da sityvebi suliT ivseba...
aq Cans is gza, rom ar sruldeba,
erTmaneTis fiqri gvesmis
da usityvod nagulisxmevi,
Cvens codnas rom aRemateba...
* mariamis saxareba (arakanonikuri teqsti).
magram me vuZleb am realobas
da sizmar-cxadis zRvarTan kabebi
survils da surnels aSrialeben
siamiT vnebaasakafebi.
da yvelaferi, rac me giambeT,
am Zvel albomSi Tvlems fotoebad
magram dros uyvars Zveli iambis
da saxeebis gamotoveba.
amitom leqsSic gadmovitane,
tangos ritmi da qrolva valsebis
da gogo, rogorc mklavze gitara,
me rom miyvarda mTeli arsebiT.
poezia 5
me SemeSinda,
ymawvili rom Tvalwin daberda,
mere ki saxe icvala da yrmad gadaiqca.
ai, Jami, fers rom icvlis,
erTxel Cvenc rom Segvifarebs
da Cvens gulSi ca gaixsneba...
ai, drois monacvleoba myisierad gacxadebuli,
rac iyo da isev iqneba.
mas ver ixilavs Tvalis sinaTle,
is uxilivi sulia da rad ekiTxebi:
_ saiT midixar, sivrcis STamnTqmelo?!
qari qris, sadac moisurvebs;
misi xma gesmis,
magram ar ici, saidan modis da saiT midis...
aravin icis saidan modis da saiT midis...
misi xma gesmis, magram ar ici...
dideda
aravin icis saidan modis...
meuTvalave anabeWdi var
im ucnobis,
agvistos naTels rom Seemata.
......
Cven erTmaneTSi da erTmaneTiT
vaCenT cecxls da Suqs vasxivebT,
maxsovs Seni Tvalebi,
fiqriani Tvalebi,
gulis Cqrolva, mdinaris
Cqerals Senadarebi
da TvalebSi sityvebi
RvTisTvis SenaTvalebi
da wyalobis imediT
berjer Senawyalebi...
***
madloba, RmerTo, im wlebisTvis, Turme romelic
ar mekuTvnoda, me ki dRemde Cemi megona,
madloba, RmerTo, arafrisTvis, rac yvelafridan
gadamirCine, ra vicodi, an ra meRona;
rasac verasdros Sevexebi da warmodgenac
SeuZlebeli aris misi da rac nakvTebad
aCndeba saxes da sityvebsac da iSviaTad,
TvalSi ki ara, gamWvirvale gulSi gakrTeba.
madloba, RmerTo _
am wuTisTvis, am SegrZnebisTvis,
am dinebisTvis, TandaTan rom vtoveb kalapots,
me ver avyvebi sabraloebs, am wuTisofels
rom Sesevian saSovnelad da saalafod.
madloba, RmerTo, imedisTvis, roca bezrdeba
sofels stumari, an piriqiT, stumars sofeli,
madloba, RmerTo, eWvebisTvis, roca geZebdi
da mxolod sityva miwilade gasayofeli.
* * *
guram sxirtlaZis xsovnas
Sen aq xar. isic, vinc aq ar ari.
isic, arasdros vinc ar yofila...
udabno mSvidi da naqarali
da gzaze, Rrublis Crdili fofina
rom gadaivlis, Seni dardia,
is ar Cauvlis Tvalwin aravis
da sinamdviles, rac abadia,
es droa _ TavisTavis mparavi...
vidremde cocxlob, es dro Sena xar
da yovelive gikvirs Tavidan
da im SegrZnebis giyvars Senaxva _
uTqmelobaSi rom gadavida.
gaRweva
TiTqmis gamsrisa carieli drois simZimem,
erTi sityvac ar damitova,
ver davemale gamWol mzeras,
daJinebiT rom mimaxsovrebs _
dasaviwyeblad.
Tvals davxuWav da Sevavleb
CemSi gaxsnil kaleidoskops,
sadac feradi figurebi dacuraven
samkuTxedebad
da rkalebad daSlil wreebad
da vxedav rgolebs warmosaxul akvariumSi,
warmosaxuli layuCebiT rom iwereba.
magram mafiqrebs sisxlis xsovna
da qviSaze nawers aRvidgen
da Cemi gancda nemsis yunwSi roca eteva,
movwydebi sxeuls im uxilav aerostatiT,
nebismieri simZime rom ezedmeteba...
Zveli albomi
vTli komSs da vsunTqav surnels biisfers,
kaxurad vTli da vgrZnob imerulad,
ara mxolod Tvalebidan,
aramed sulis sityvebidan,
wamRerebiT roca vambobT an gafiqrebiT,
roca sityvebs guli amoaqvT
da suyvelas vunawilebT,
imaTac ki, rom ar Canan,
yurni asxiaT da ismenen sulganabuli.
Sen gaixseneb, vinc dumilis badiT SeboWes,
simunjiT ena rom gaunaskves
da icdian, vidre mkvdrebi gaiRviZeben...
Cven gvacocxlebs erTmaneTis wonasworoba,
es haeric aRsavsea Cveni sicocxlis namcecebiT _
dumilSi vTesavT da erTmaneTSi
da xmaurs vimkiT...
is xom aravis ganikiTxavs,
aris TavisTvis, SenTvis, sxvebisTvis,
maTTvis, vinc cdilobs SeinarCunos wonasworoba
da ritms fexi aayolos, anda piriqiT,
radgan ar ici, pirvel nabijs riTi gadadgam,
invalidis etlis borbliT, CaxleCil xmiT _
omis eqos rom inaxavs,
Tu alalbedze gaqceul mzeriT _
xis kenweroze yvavis frials rom aedevna?!
naRvliani Tvalebi,
mSvidi, gaumwyralebi.
wonasworoba
im wuTSi var,
sul rom gadis
da sadRac qreba Cems gareSe
da CemTan erTad ibadeba memilioned...
ase grZeldeba estafeta
da yovel wuTs
wasvla-mosvla awonasworebs.
Sen
araferi maqvs,
garda Seni siyvarulisa,
samive drois dinebebi erTad mavseben,
ra umizezod menatrebi,
roca CemTan xar,
da roca ar xar _
aryofniTac Sen maarsebeb...
6 proza
iziaslavSi iyo erTi da „gavnistobiT~ Zalian gamorCeuli saxelganTqmuli sayvarel-sazizRari patara zedamxedveli mikola-tarakani.
uaRresad fxukians da eWvians, xasiaTis
autanlobisa gamo gavnistisac eZaxdnen da akuTvnebdnen aseTTa kategorias, xolo tarakans eZaxdnen aramarto imitom, rom marTlac tarakaniviT
yvelgan SeZroma-gamoZroma icoda da
swored iseT dros dagadgebodaT
xolme Tavze, roca saerTod ar elodiT, aramed ufro imitomac, rom am
patara tanis kafandara, JRal praporSiks msoflioSi yvelaze ufro spilenZisferi da tarakanisebr wvetiani ulvaSebi hqonda. rac gindaT cud xasiaTze yofiliyaviT, misi ulvaSebis damnaxavs maSinve saucxoo ganwyoba geuflebodaT, xolo Tu am ulvaSebs aacmacunebda, maSin xom Tqvenze bednieri
kaci ar iqneboda qveyanaze. metsaxeli, raTqmaunda, mokle da moxdenili
sjobs, magram saqme imaSia, rom iq kidev
iyo erTi mikola-tarakani _ isic
praporSiki, isic wvetianulvaSebiani
da isic zedamxedveli, romelsac mikolasgan gansxvavebiT Savi da ara JRali ulvaSebi hqonda. is ufro TavdaWerili, flegmaturi xasiaTisa iyo. imas, Sesabamisad, gavnistis nacvlad dobris eZaxdnen. dobri mikola da gavnisti mikola; JRali mikola da Savi mikola; Savi tarakani da wiTeli tarakani.
TumcaRa es ambavi ufro wiTel anu
JRal mikola-tarakanzea _ gavnistize.
„gavnisti~ ho da, ise, Zalianac
cudi ar iyo es wiTeli mikola-tarakani, Tu mxedvelobaSi ar miviRebT imas,
rom „Sirpatrebis~ giJi iyo, gadaxdis
mxriv ki saSineli fufloJniki gaxldaT da amitomac Tuki raimes vinmes
SeukveTavda, aravin arafers ukeTebda,
sanam winaswar ar gadaaxdevinebda.
SekveTebi ki icocxle uyvarda: TviTnakeTi mundStukebi, sayofacxovrebo
da Rilakiani danebi, naqsovi da naqargi qisebi, nakeTobebi xisgan _ Cibuxebi, xeljoxebi, krialosnebi, portsigarebi, patimruli xatebi da aTasi sxva
ram. egreTwodebuli „Sirpatrebi~ misi
sayvareli saqoneli iyo. am yvelafers,
rom ityvian, mtversasrutiviT xapavda da sadRac mihqonda. ambobdnen,
polonel da poloneTSi savaWrod mosiarule gadamyidvelebTan, egreTwodebul „CelnokebTan~ aqvs saqmeo.
etyoba asec iyo, radgan Tu rames
Tvals daadgamda, Zalian Zvirs Tu ar
daufasebdnen, aucileblad iyidda.
aseve rac nacadi hqonda da icoda, rom
gaeyideboda, imasac aaucileblad
yidulobda. SekveTebsac iZleoda
raRac-raRacebze da partiobiT mihqonda. utyuar mogebas naxulobda
albaT da imitom. gadaxda icoda mxolod CaiT _ sxva valutas is ar scnobda. sxva zedamxedvelebi zogjer
fulsac ixdidnen an sakvebi produqtebi mohqondaT: sala, Sinauruli Zexvi,
vaSlebi _ Tu seriozuli SekveTa iyo,
zogjer plansa da yayaCos danayul
Tavebsac akisrebinebdnen xolme. amas
ara, apapapa, es frTxili iyo _ frTxili da Zunwi; Cai da morCa _ meti
araferi. ase iafadac gamodioda. cixeSi es produqti, TavisuflebasTan SedarebiT xom, bevrad Zviri Rirda da
piradi usafrTxoebis uzrunvelyofis
mxrivac, Cai xom narkotiki, sasmeli an
fuli ar iyo. gana ras uzamdnen
ufrosebi Cais SemotanisTvis, romc
gaegoT. saWmelze ki arafers cvlida,
radgan es ar iyo sarfiani ekonomiuri
TvalsazrisiT.
ai, TavisTvis ki, icocxleT gagixariaT, mohqonda xolme nairnairi
„tarmazokebi~ _ ase eZaxdnen zedamxedvelebi, morigeobis dros saWmelad wamoRebul gazeTSi gaxveul patara, saSualo an uxv sagzals, romelSic, rogorc wesi, Sedioda sala, Zexvi, kvercxebi, yveli, zafxulSi ki am
yvelafris garda kitri, pamidori, vaSli da egeTi raRacebic. ambobdnen, mas
ramdenjerme SeniSvnac misces ufrosebma vaxtaze amxela tarmazokebis
literaturuli gazeTi
zurab leJava
beberi
gandoni
Semotanis gamo, magram mikola Tavisas
ar iSlida. kafandaras da xmel-xmels
mada uCveulod Cinebuli hqonda da ra
eqna.
iyo kidev iq erTi metad aradelikaturi arseba _ isic sayvarelsazizRarTa kategoriiidan. es gaxldaT zonaSi metad popularuli, zorba da saqone jiSis RoriviT mouqneli,
cecxlovan-mwiTuri kata stratoni.
namdvili amorali, romelic mxolod
Wamda da sxva araferi. Tagvebs is ar
iWerda, radgan ezizReboda isini, WamiT ki miirTmevda umeteswilad mxolod Tevzs, xolo xorcs martooden kargad
moxarSuls,rbils da
uqonos. aseTi xorciT mas „dietCikebi~ anebivrebdnen, xolo Tevzi xom isedac bevri iyo zonaSi. stratonis
gabrazeba an wyenineba ar iyo xelsayreli saqme, aseTebs ucilobeli
sasjeli elodaT _ stratoni maT siaxloves isaqmebda da naqnari ki, icocxleT, sanaqebod myrali hqonda. Tu ar
awyeninebdiT, maSin arc is gerCodaT,
magram arc arwyenineba xerxdeboda
misi yovelTvis, radgan udroo dros
icoda kalTaSi Caxtoma, magidaze
adioda uceremoniod. Tu daginaxavdaT, rom WamdiT Tevzs da mas cotas
mainc ar uwiladebdiT, saSineli saprotesto knaviliT agiklebdaT. ise ki,
sxva mxriv, Zalian sasacilo iyo stratoni _ sasacilo siaruli icoda naqeifari bRenZiviT. albaT ZarRvebSi cimbiruli katis sisxlic eria da imitomac iyo aseTi didi. sqelsajdomasa da
grZelbewvians TiTqos dabambuli Sarvali acviao, iseTi dagrCebodaT STabeWdileba. katebze amboben, zogierTebi saSineli qurdebi ariano, zogi yaCaRiao, zogi maTxovrobaSia daspecebulio; amas ufro gamomZalveli eTqmoda _ sawadels ufro gamoZalviT aRwevda: sadac undoda, iq eZina, sadac undoda, iq daZvreboda, rasac undoda,
imas Wamda, xolo Tagvebi _ Tagvebi
ezizReboda.
ar vici, riT iyo ganpirobebuli,
magram JRali mikola-tarakani da
aseve JRali stratoni ZmebiviT hgavdnen erTmaneTs: mikola patara kaci iyo,
stratoni didi kata, oriveni mwiTurebi da ulvaSianebi. roca mikolas xelSi ahyavda stratoni, isini TiTqmis
Tanabari zomisani Candnen. mikola
stratons grZnobiT efereboda xolme,
„Tavis fisunias~ eZaxda, efereboda da
wamoRebuli uSvelebeli „tarmazokidan~ xSirad raRac gemriel sasusnavs
uwiladebda xolme.
dabolos, zonaSi iyo kidev erTi
upopularulesi, mikolasa da stratoniviT JRali yvelasaTvis saZageli
da imavdroulad sayvarelic, dauj-
ereblad cbieri da gamWriaxi, xarbi,
msunagi , uCveuloa, magram Tavmoyvare
da amayi, naxevrad albinosi virTxa _
gandoni. saerTod, virTxebs vinc dahkvirvebia, albaT sadavod ar gaxdis im
mosazrebas, rom bevr sxva gonier cxovelTan SedarebiT virTxa mainc
daujereblad Wkviani da moxerxebulia. Tumca cxovelebi, Tund erTi
saxeobisanic, xom gansxvavdebian mainc
erTmaneTisgan _ iseve rogorc, principSi, adamianebi _ adamianebic xom
arian Cveulebrivebi da arian kidev
moazrovneni. ai, aseTi midgomiT Tu
vixelmZRvanelebT, maSin sworedac
rom moazrovne da geniosi iyo es Cveni
gandoni.
am virTxas es saxeli wiTelma _
mikola-tarakanma Searqva, Tumca Tu
ufro davazustebT, mikolam mas
Tavidan ubralod gandoni ki ara, beberi gandoni daarqva; da ai, ratom: am
oci-ocdaori santimetris karga Casuqebul, patara zvigenisdar, sakmaod av
da saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi agresiul
mwiTur wruwunas bewvSi didi raodenobis TeTri balani eria. Tumca me
mainc mgonia, rom es ar iyo misi asakis
gamo, aramed, vfiqrob, is iyo sanaxevrod albinosi mwiTuri virTxa. amas
is mafiqrebinebs, rom mas, jer erTi,
siberisa araferi etyoboda da meorec, Tvalebi ara da _ Tvalis quTuToebi ki wiTeli hqonda, rogorc albinosebs aqvT xolme. rogorc ukve
aRvniSne, es virTxa gamoirCeoda Tavisi WkuiTa da moxerxebulobiT da miuxedavad mravali mcdelobisa, veravin axerxebda mis daWeras, mokvlas an
mowamvlas. beberi gandoni yovelTvis
mSrali an TiTqmis mSrali gamodioda
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
wylidan da Tavisi mowinaaRmdegeebis
gacurebac ar uZneldeboda. is ki arada, zogjer TiTqos dascinoda kidec
maT. tarakani da gandoni mosisxle
mtrebi iyvnen erTmaneTisa.
es virTxa me piradad mxolod ramdenjerme myavs nanaxi, Tumca iyvnen
iseTebic, romlebsac, maTi TqmiT,
mravaljer hyavdaT is SemCneuli da
xandaxan iseT daujerebel istoriebs
hyvebodnen masze, rom am mTxrobelTaTvis rom dagejerebinaT, es
virTxa ki ara, saswauli iyo pirdapir.
am virTxaze legendebs Txzavdnen zogierTebi. am legendebs Soris ki, yvelaze popularuli iyo Tqmulebebi ganZis Sesaxeb, romelsac TiTqosda flobda gandoni da mas xan Zveleburi beWdiT kudzewamocmuls da xanac pirSi
oqrosmonetians xedavdnen mavanni.
promzona
ara
da
Jilzona
iziaslavis gansakuTrebuli reJimis
koloniisa bernardinelTa ZvelisZvel samonastro kompleqsSi iyo ganTavsebuli da am samonastro kompleqsis jurRmulebsa da katakombebSi marTlac upovniaT Turme, sxvaTaSoris
patimrebsac, ganZi.
erTxel ramdenime patimrisgan
Semdgari brigada badragis TanxlebiT
CauyvaniaT samonastro kompleqsisqveSa katakombebSi, saremonto samuSaoebis Casatareblad. alag-alag aSmorebuli wyliT datborili, dangreuli
katakombebi, maTi TqmiT, savse iyo Turme virTxebiT, ConCxebiT, rkinisa da xis
Zveleburi nivTebiT, borkilebiTa da
msgavsi raRacebiT. iq maT upovniaT
ganZi _ Zvirfaseuloba, oqrosa da
vercxlis monetebi da sxva Zvirfasi
nivTebi. nawili am ganZisa, rac patara
da advili wamosaRebi iyo daumaliaT
da gamoutaniaT zonaSi da gauyviaT.
mere Turme dauwyiaT am nivTebis gayidva, gadacvla, wageba, mogeba da... es
yvelaferi, raRaTqmaunda, gabazrda,
atyda erTi ambavi, gamoZiebas ki uSiSroebis komiteti Seudga. Turme nu
ityviT da arsebobda da mecnierebs
ukve xelT qondaT am ganZis Zveleburi
nusxa da isini aTwleulebis manZilze
eZebdnen am nusxaSi aRnusxul istoriuli, mxatvruli Tu materialuri
TvalsazrisiT fasdaudebel nivTebs.
mecnierebisTvis cnobili yofila mxolod, rom ganZi sadRac iziaslavis
samonastro kompleqsSi inaxeboda, magram saxeldobr , sad, aravin uwyoda.
mere Turme atexila erTi ambavi.
kagebistebma yvela isini, visac ki raime
Sexeba hqonda ganZTan patimrian-TanamSromlianad dakiTxes, zogi daapatimres, viRacebi gaasamarTles da
dafantuli ganZis nawili daabrunes,
sxvaTaSoris, sazRvargareTidanac...
Tumca Cven Temas cotaTi gadavuxvieT,
radganac istoria xom virTxazea da
ara _ ganZze. hoda, ai, arsebiTTan
dakavSirebiT:
iziaslavSi yofnisas, rogorc ukve
vTqvi, me sul ramdenjerme momeca SesaZlebloba, menaxa beberi gandoni, xolo
erTxel pativic ki damedo, Sevbmodi
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mas. es ase moxda: promzonaSi iyo ganyofileba, romelsac yvelani TermiCkas
veZaxdiT. iq idga TermoRumeli da sxva
danadgarebi, romelTa meSveobiTac
awrTobdnen an piriqiT _ arbilebdnen liTonis zagatovkebs da nakeTobebs. TermiCka erTgvari TavSeyris adgiliviTac iyo, gansakuTrebiT ki
zamTarSi, radgan TermoRumelis wyalobiT iq yovelTvis Tbiloda. am siTboTi ki aramarto patimrebi, aramed
zogjer praporSikebic sargeblobdnen. yvela msurvels, raTqmaunda, iq ar
uSvebdnen, magram TermiCkaSi momuSaveTa brigadiri _ metsaxelad Sila
(sadgisi) Cemi axlobeli iyo. TermiCkas hqonda patara gasaxdeli. es iyo
ukaro, viwro oTaxi, romelSic TiTqmis araferi idga ori moryeuli skameikisa da aseTive moryeuli patara
magidis garda. kedlebis orive mxares
miertyaT ficrebi, romlebzec
daemagrebinaT TviTnakeTi sakidebi.
gasaxdeli, rogorc aRvniSne, viwro
iyo da gamocvlisas erT mxares
kidebdnen sufTa tanisamoss, xolo meore mxares imas, rac gvecva samuSaoze.
am oTaxs hqonda mina-blokebiT
amoSenebuli fanjara, zeda kuTxeSi
erTi Tu ori Camtvreuli mina-blokiT, saidanac Semofrindebodnen xolme
mtredebi. maTTvis iq Silas budec
moewyo. ar vici, ramdeni mtredi sargeblobda Silas stumarTmoyvareobiT,
magram karga gvarianad ki aoxrebdnen
iqaurobas TavianTi skintliT. Tumca
Sila ar uSlida mtredebs, iq cxovrebas da dafSvnili purebiTac kvebavda
maT; Cvenc vxalisobdiT, radgan mtredebs ukve hyavdaT patara xundebic.
maTi bude ki warmoadgenda iatakidan
daaxloebiT erTi metris simaRleze
Camokidebul ujrebian ganier Taros,
romlis zogierT ujraSic Silas mtredebisTvis Tiva Caewyo.
im diliT razvodi male damTavrda; kartoTekisa da gvarebis saTiTaod
amokiTxvis gareSe gagviyvanes Jilzonidan da miwisqveSa gvirabiT gadagviyvanes promzonaSi. cioda, susxiani
dila iyo da mec TermiCkisken gaveSure,
Sila da iq momuSaveebi jer ara da
Tbili Rumeli ki melodeboda. saqme is
iyo, rom Rumels Signidan cecxlgamZle kedlebi hqonda. is hermetulad
iketeboda da mis mier gamoyofili
siTbos mxolod mcire nawili aRwevda
gareT, Tumca es mciredic sakmarisad
aTbobda iqaurobas. garda amisa, RamiT
TermoRumels Rias tovebdnen da misi
TonesaviT gaxurebuli kedlebi dilamde inaxavdnen siTbos. me vcdilobdi,
TermiCkaSi momuSaveebis mosvlamde
momeswro da gamomecvala tanisamosi,
radgan es maTi saamqro iyo da me marTalia, maZlevdnen TavianTi gasaxdeliT sargeblobis uflebas, magram
me TviTon vcdilobdi, zedmetad fexebSi ar wamovdebodi maT, radgan uCemodac uamravi hyavdaT iseTi, vinc
awuxebdaT wamdauwum _ zogs eleqtrokontaqtebidan moparuli vercxli mohqonda gadasadnobad, zogs TviTnakeTi danis an saojaxo culis gamowrToba undoda, zogs cxeli wyali
sWirdeboda, zogs ki ubralod gaTboba da lazRandaroba. mokled, iyvnen
Semwuxeblebi.
Sevirbine TermiCkaSi, TermiCkidan
gasaxdelSi da gavocdi, gavogndi da
SevSindi _ ar vici ramdeni, magram
mtredebis sabudaris qveS erTmaneTis
zurgebze Semdgariyvnen didroni nacrisferi virTxebi da aseTi xerxiT
gaekeTebinaT cocxali kibe. am kibiT ki
Zirs Camodioda kidev erTi virTxa,
romelsac piriT eWira mtredis patara mosavsave xundi. virTxebis cocxali kibis gverdiT ijda SekumSuli,
mkacri, saCxubrad SemarTuli, mwiTuri da naxevrad WaRara beberi gandoni, romelic Semomyurebda Tavisi
patara, Savi, giSris marcvlisebri,
wiTelgugiani naxevrad albinosuri
TvalebiT da TiTqos mafrTxilebda:
„Seen aq SemoiWeri daukiTxavad da
udroo dros, aaq Sen am dros araferi
gesaqmeba. ees jerxnobiT Cveni samflo-
literaturuli gazeTi
beloa da Tu dRisiT am saamqros xelmZRvaneli Silaa, RamiT aqaurobis
„xazeini~ me var. Cven axla wavalT da am
mosavsave mtredis xundsac waviyvanT,
Sen ki verafers gabedav sawinaaRmdegos.~ virTxam, romelsac virTxebis
cocxal kibeze piriT mohqonda mtredis asavsavebuli xundi, Camoirbina
swrafad, xundianad gaiSligina da
sadRac gaqra. mas maSinve mohyva (kvalSi Caudga) momdevno, yvelaze ufro
maRla mdgomi virTxa _ ase vTqvaT,
cocxali kibis zeda safexuri. „zeda
safexurs~ aseve kvalSi Caudga momdevno _ zevidan meore „safexuri~,
mere Semdegi da ase Tanmimdevrulad,
organizebulad, darazmulad da, rac
mTavaria, swrafad iSleboda virTxebis cocxali kibe; xolo „ qveda safexurebi~ gasaocaria, magram aSkara safrTxis miuxedavad, idgnen vaJkacurad
adgilze, fexsac ar icvlidnen da magrad hqondaT erTmaneTis zurgebi TavianTi adamianis xelebis msgavsi TaTukebiT CabRujuli. ar garboda cocxali kibis axlos naRmiviT Camjdari da
saCxubrad SemarTuli virTxebis
„brigadiri~ da iqaurobis Rameuli baton-patroni naxevrad mwiTuri da naxevrad albinosi virTxa saxelad beberi
gandoni.
me male movege gons da grZel xistarian cocxs davstace xeli; SeSineb-
rTulebas Seucvlis da rogorc
moZrav samiznes, ise gamogiyenebs. isrebis acdenis gakveTilebi gandons
sparselebisgan ar aeRo, magram dartymebs mainc didi ostatobiT iridebda, mas instinqti karnaxobda amas. joxis moqnevis win is Zalian hgavda penaltis molodinSi garindul mekares,
oRond im gansxvavebiT, rom mekare
cdilobs, ramenairad daiWiros burTi, beberi gandoni ki piriqiT _ cdilobda, rogorme dasxltomoda dartymas.
mokled, gandonma ramdenjerme ostaturad aicdina Cems mier moqneuli
joxi da gasaxdeli oTaxidan gasxlta.
am gasxltomisasac Sevecade, damedo
fexi da joxic vesrole, magram uSedegod. cota nis Semdeg mosulma Silam
ki ginebiTa da vai-viSviSiT moisaklisa
ramdenime xundi, romlebic virTxebs
waeyvanaT WaRara gandonis TaosnobiT.
am SemTxvevis gamo gandoni TiTqos ar
gadakidebia, magram ai mwiTur
zedamxedvel mikola-tarakanze ki
samkvdro-sacicocxlod iyo gadakidebuli. es mtroba daiwyo ase:
erTxel lamis mTeli zona Semswreni SeviqeniT daujerebeli scenisa.
promzonis sasadilos saxuravidan
Jilzonis anu samonastro kompleqsis
erT-erT saxuravamde, sxvaTaSoris,
iqac sasadilo iyo, oRond Jilzonisa,
uli kiarada, SeZrwunebuli kaci rom
daiwyebs yvirils, iseTi ganwiruli yviriliT Semovcxe cocxal kibes cocxi.
cocxs tari gasZvra, ufro zustad ki
tars gasZvra cocxi, xolo oTxi Tu
xuTi virTxa kedelsa da iataks mienarcxa raRacnairi knavilisebri CxaviliT. maT farTxafurTxiT mousves
iqidan. erTs am dros fexic ki gamovkari da cotaTi SevaburTave, magram
gameqca. beberi gandoni ki darCa...
Cans, mas Tavisi virTxuli wesdebisda
Tanaxmad, rogorc meTaurs, ukanasknels unda daetovebina brZolis
veli. me gza gadavuRobe da ramdenjerme Sevecade joxiT momekla is. joxs
gametebiT viqnevdi culiviT, magram
gandonis moxelTeba ver movaxerxe. is
aqeT-iqiT daxtoda da cdilobda gamsxltomoda; Cemi moqneuli joxi ki xan
iataks, xan kedlebs, xanac kedlebze
Camokidebul ZonZebze modioda. cota
xanSi taqtika Sevcvale, rogorc krivSia pirdapiri dartymebi yvelaze
Zneladmosageriebeli, vifiqre, modi,
axla SubiviT vuCxvlet-meTqi Cems
joxs gandons . gandoni ki xedavda ra
Cems mecadineobas, joxis moqnevamde
aRar iZvroda adgilidan da mxolod
dartymas eloda, raTa swored moqnevisas gamxtariyo gverdze. ar vici, marTalia Tu ara, magram mgoni Zveli
sparselebic ase aswavlidnen TavianT
mozardebs gamosrolili isris aridebas _ Tu mteri Zalian axlos araa SenTan da mSvild-isars gimiznebs, jer
unda daacado, rom isari gesrolos da
roca gesvris, maSin unda gaxte gverdze, radgan gasrolil isars is ukve
veRar SeaCerebs, magram Tu Sen isris
gasrolamde daiwyeb borgvas da xtomials, maSin moisari mSvilds mima-
romelTa Sorisac manZili daaxloebiT 150 metri iqneboda, gabmuli iyo
raRac mavTuli. ra daniSnuleba hqonda am erTwvera mavTuls, axlac ar
vici. da ai, dilis razvodis dros yvelas Tvalwin am mavTulze sasadilos
mxridan swrafad gamoirbina WaRara
mwiTurma virTxam. daujereblad mokle droSi dafara amxela manZili da
promzonis sasadilos saxuravidan
Jilzonis sasadilos anu samonastro
kompleqsis saxuravze gadavida. iq
erTxans gauCinarda, Semdeg ki isev ukan
gadmovida am mavTuliT promzonis
sasadilo saxuravze; patara xans iqac
gauCinarda, mere ki isev gamoCnda
mtredis cicqna, ususuri xundiT pirSi, romelic TiTqmis iseTive
siswrafiT gaaqcuna Jilzonisken.
mavTulze moZraobda, rogorRac spiralurad anu mavTulze TaTebiT iyo
Cafrenili da cdilobda, am mavTuls
zevidan mohqceoda, magram amas yovelTvis ver axerxebda da, ZiriTadad,
ufro ekida mavTulze. mere isev cdilobda, zevidan mohqceoda mavTuls da
cotaodeni garbenis Semdeg isev
ekideboda TaTebiT.
_ xlopci, _ ayvirda amis Semxedvare mikola-tarakani, _ es xom gandonia, _ beberi gandoni, raRas udgexarT, esroleT, esroleT qvebi! uux
Seni! _ da am SeZaxilze JRalma tarakanma beber gandons qvebi dauSina. am
mowodebas patimarTagan zogierTebma
mxari aubes da maTac dauSines gandons
qvebi. Tumca viRac-viRacebi maleve
moegnen gons, qvis srola Sewyvites da
sxvebsac mouwodes, aRar esrolaT gandonisTvis qvebi:
_ ras SvrebiT, es xom Cveni gandonia, ver xedavT?! naxeT, saidan mi-
proza 7
hyavs xundi! aseT dros SeiZleba, gana,
magisi Camogdeba?! _ da marTlac aseT
dros albaT marTlac usamarTloba
iqneboda misi Camogdeba. Tumca
mikolam arad Caagdo patimarTa nawilis mowodeba, Seewyvita gandonis bombardireba qvebiT. is mas misdevda da
„ux, pidarast! ux, pidarast!~-is ZaxiliT esroda qvebs.
gandoni qvis srolam SeafrTxo _
is kinaRam Camovarda mavTulidan,
roca ramdenime qvam erTdroulad
gauwuila axloSi, xolo erTi qva
mavTulsac moxvda, Zalian axlos, magram mainc gaarTva Tavi da safrTxe
airida. is jer iseT manZilze gascda
tarakans, rom misi qvebi ukve aRar iyo
saSiSi, xolo Semdeg xom saerTod gavida samSvidobos, roca Jilzonis saxuravs miaRwia. Tumca JRali tarakanis
muxanaTuri Tavdasxma daimaxsovra da
mas Semdeg mosisxle mtrad moekida.
amis Semdeg daiwyo, magram ra daiwyo: gandonma, rogorc Cans, sxva virTxebic aiyolia da mikola-tarakans, rom
ityvian, sicocxle gaumwara. upirveles yovlisa, is mis saqveynod cnobil
„tarmazokebs~ gadaemtera. jer xom
musrs avlebda da avlebda, magram musris gavlebamde Tavidan ucurclida
mikolas tarmazokebSi. amas albaT imitom Svreboda Tavidan, rom romc
waeswroT da gasaqcevadac gaxdomoda
saqme, „tarmazoki~ mainc unda wabilwuli daetovebina. erTxel sakidarze
Camokidebuli mikolas kitelidan,
TiTberis Rili „xorcianad~ moaWama
gandonma, xolo axalTaxal furaJkaSi Caufsa. tarakanis mcdelobebi ki,
rogorme win aRdgomoda gandonis
qmedebebs, dadebiT Sedegebs ar iZleoda. ra aRar scada tarakanma gandonis sawinaaRmdegod _ mowamvla, daWera... Tumca Sedegi ar Canda. es yvelaferi savalalod da xanac sasacilod sruldeboda.
erTxel, magaliTad, tarakanma
mowamluli Zexvis naWeri daudo gandons. am ukanasknelma Zexvs piric ar
dakara, samagierod Tavad mikolam
daudevrobiT wamliani TiTi pirSi
Caido da TviTon moiwamla _ saSineli
faRaraTi autyda, iseTi, pirdapir
meti rom ar SeiZleba.
erTxel ki marTla Zalian sasacilo ambavi SeemTxva gandonis gadamkide
tarakans. Zunwi ki iyo, magram mainc
gaiRo Turme, erTi albaT, kilonaxevari kargi Cai da SemduReblebs uSvelebeli galia-xafangi daamzadebina.
am galiaSi Signidan ikideboda satyuara da galiaSi Sesuli virTxac waetaneboda Tu ara satyuaras, galia
maSinve unda daxuruliyo. aseTi xarji mikolam imitom gaiRo, rom jer
erTi, misi TqmiT, ubralo saTaguri
gandons ver iWerda, meorec, mas ise
amosvloda gandonis abuCad agdebani
yelSi, rom ukve aRar awyobda mkvdari
gandoni. misi TqmiT, mas gandoni cocxlad surda Seepyro, raTa Semdeg cocxlad daewva an daexrCo. amisTvis
mikolam erTdroulad ramdenime
„Zvirfasi~ satyuara Camoukida virTxas, Tavis axlad SeduRebul galiaxafangSi. eseni iyo: mSvenieri ukrainuli Sinauruli lori da Zexvi, gamdnari
yveli, Semwvari Tevzi, nigozi, puri,
halva da sxva. Semdeg galia-xafangi
saTuTad Sedga kibis qveS Rrmad da zed
raRacebic miafara. xafangis dageba
paraskevs daamTxvia, radgan promzona
orSabaTamde daketili unda yofiliyo. orSabaT diliT praporSikebis
TqmiT, mikola-tarani Turme gulisfancqaliT micunculda kibesTan,
romlis qveSac mis mierve dadgmuli
galia-xafangi eguleboda. man Turme
frTxilad miswi-moswia iq dawyobili
raRacebi da galia-xafangs daswvda.
xelSi sasiamovno simZime rom igrZno,
sixaruliT cas ewia da Tavisi wvetiani
wiTeli spilenZisferi ulvaSebic netarebiT aacmacuna: Sos iee!!! (racxa
aris! _ ukrainulad) _ waiCuCula da
galia-xafangi kibisqveSidan gamoiRo.
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rac gavflange, rac melis, an rac gaviare.
dro _
is, romelic maxsovs axla, velodi guSin.
magram mis garda aris sxva droc _
dro uxsovari,
dabadebamde rom avsebda uxilav sivrces.
`ar ggonia, rom amgvar adgilebSi erTgvari poeziaa?
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melanqolia, lirizmi da sentimentebi
ise waiRes bolo wlebma,
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ver davibrunebT
verc Sen,
verc me,
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aeroporti, sadac yvela ara frenisTvis,
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adgilis Secvla,
drois Secvla,
cxovrebis Secvla _ Tundac droebiT _
sul esaa mgzavris mizani.
is xom mgzavria da arasdros ucdia, albaT,
rom poezia daenaxa amgvar adgilas.
gzadagza iyo is wamebi, me rom ar maxsovs,
magram is axsovs
dros, sxeulSi Rrmad Cabudebuls.
im dros,
romelic dReniadag ise damyveba,
rom iSviaTad Tu SevamCnev mis arsebobas.
im dros,
romelic CemSia da dasabamidan
arsebul ambebs, daZinebuls, Tan daatarebs.
magram xandaxan gaiRviZebs xolme isic da
maSin xeebic dros isxamen mZime nayofad.
da mere
mec vkref, aRelvebiT da gulmodgined _
meSinia, rom
ar gamisxltes isev xelidan,
meSinia, rom Sexebamde ar gadamwifdes,
ar damekargos,
ar gamiqres, an ar gamebnes.
hoda, vkref frTxilad da
kalTaSi viwyob sityvebad.
TiToeuls ki sakuTari suni audis _
zogs _ gaocebis,
zogs _ simSvidis, an gulis wyvetis,
zogs sulac _ sevdis, survilis, an
aRfrTovanebis.
da raRac yvelas mainc mudam erTi aqvs xolme _
aRmoCenis da
axlis suni, rasac yovelTvis
dayveba xolme SiSis odnav damfrTxali gemo.
viReb kalTidan
am, sityvebad dagrovil ambebs,
viReb frTxilad
da saTiTaod, mere varigeb _
jer Sen giambob, mere sxvas da
bolos ki _ yvelas,
rom dagapuroT uxsovari drois natexiT.
magram gzadagza maxsovroba ise ireva,
ise grZeldeba gza Cemsa da Tqvens smenas Soris,
rom sanam axlos
movitande, gzaSi mefSvneba
da namcecebi mrCeba xelSi sityvebis nacvlad.
vbrundebi ukan,
misxal-misxal vagroveb,magram
im pirvelsaxes ver vubruneb mainc verasdros,
yvela saTqmels da
yvela ambavs,
yvela simrTeles
veRar valageb drois wyvetil monakveTebSi.
sityvis umweo namcecebi
xan yru bgerebad,
xan ki marcvlebad efineba mexsierebas
da rogorc Tovli amoavsebs xolme nakvalevs,
droc
daedeba sakuTar Tavs da miCumdeba.
xval daviwyebas miecema isev ambebi _
kvlav aTasi wliT,
an metiTac.
iqneb naklebiT.
qeTi niJaraZe
mec maSin vxvdebi _
rogorc msgavsi Sobs xolme msgavsebs,
wiTeli _ wiTels, dRe _ Rames da
mze _ dRis dasabams,
iseve gvixsnis an gvaviwyebs dros isev dro da
mxolod xilvebs Tu gadmogviyris gamocanebad.
Tvla
didi xania,
rac sakuTar arsebas viTvli,
da sul mereva saTvalavi _ dRemde ar vici,
ramdeni var da romeli var ufro.
da mainc,
yvela maTgani Cems erTaderT sxeulSi cxovrobs.
zogjer varCev da im adgilebs, romelic momwons,
Seubraleblad vanawevreb da mTlians vacli,
mere vzivar da im wiladebs saguldagulod
valageb erTad,
vawebeb da axlidan vkinZav.
da mainc, mTlians verasodes ver vinarCuneb,
sul nawil-nawil viSlebi da saSinlad mtkiva.
mtkiva Wriloba, sakuTar Tavs rom mivayene
erTxel ki ara, milionjer
da ar Sexorcda.
zogjer, droebiT,
naWrilobevs rom vumkurnaleb,
gawvimdeba da is Wriloba iseve mtkiva.
mtkiva is fexi, uecrad rom wamovde kenWebs
da Cemi Tavis arseboba rom Semaxsena,
zogjer verc ki vcnob vercerT maTgans,
veRarc ki vxedav
da mudam miWirs Segueba sakuTar TavTan.
mtkiva daSlili Cemi Tavi da mtkiva yvela
maTgani ase, cal-calke da
zogjer erTadac.
magram is azri, rom bevri var,
rom sakuTar Tavs
ver SevenivTe,
ver Sevewyve, aRar masvenebs
da isev viTvli sul Tavidan,
ramdeni var, an
yvelafris mere, sabolood, romeli vrCebi.
Sexvedrebi ki _
Sexvedrebi iSviaTia.
is hgavs filmebSi umowyalod daCexil kadrebs _
operatori, reJisori, msaxiobebi,
asistentebis mTeli jgufi
da kidev bevri
iseTi xalxi,
funqciebi visic ar viciT,
saaTobiT rom amzadeben, gadaiReben,
memontaJe ki
bolos or-sam wamSi Caatevs.
sakereblebi adevT filmebs, cxovrebas _ ara.
yoveldRiuri SegrZnebebi ufro mZafria,
ufro Zlieri,
ufro mkveTri, albaT _ usafrTxoc.
iqneb amitom,
sul ar gvinda, erTad dalagdes
xelSesaxebi, namdvili da ararsebuli,
gamgzavreba da dabruneba, zogjer _ dakargvac,
afrenis SiSi, an daSvebis SeuZlebloba.
iqneb amitom,
Tavs varidebT irealurs da
ufro vamuqebT gulmodgined ukve arsebul,
sxvebis nacxovreb samyaroSi sazRvris konturebs.
iqneb amitom,
sul ar gvinda, is konturebi
gaidRabnos da airios, sazRvrebs gadascdes,
gadairecxos uecari wvimiT an TovliT.
gadaiSalos erTi freniT
zustad iseve,
TviTmfrinavebis nakvalevi rom fermkrTaldeba,
roca Zalian patara xar da Seni quCis,
Seni aivnis simaRlidan zecas Sehyureb.
da gjera _
am kvals mfrinavebi toveben gangeb,
rom sxva mfrinavebs
gzis gagneba gauadvilon.
gjera da dardob, ratom qreba is TeTri zoli,
ratom ver SeZlebs sxva mfrinavi, im biliks gahyves.
amas rom vfiqrob,
xandaxan da drogamoSvebiT,
ufro ki _ xSirad, zedized da sulmouTqmelad,
maSin mgonia, Cveulebriv aeroportSic
zogjer arsebobs, saidanRac mainc moJonavs
poeziac da
lirizmic da
melanqoliac.
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
literaturuli gazeTi
dae, mjerodes...
roca Sebindeba Sav ZaZebs icvams
da nel-nela eSveba miwaze,
korpusebi varskvlavebiviT
afaxuleben oTaxis naTurebs,
da lampionebi quCebs earSiyebian
gaTenebamde,
sxvanairi daRameba icis sasaflaoze.
sxvanairad vzivar Sens saflavTan,
saukunea RamiT ar minaxavxar...
roca vzivar da vfiqrob imaze,
ramdeni saTqmeli damigrovda
da ar vici riTi daviwyo,
roca Zalian minda gisayveduro,
ase rom miatove Cemi ugunuri
sizmrebi. axlosac ar ekarebi,
ar mexmarebi,
rom CemTvis Cumad SeginarCuno.
roca Sen jiutad Cumad xar
(iseve rogorc yvelaferi sasaflaoze),
WriWinebi mcemen pasuxs Sens magivrad.
roca vdgebi
da sanTels ginTeb,
mainc Cumad xar, magram vxvdebi,
rom yovel jerze
suli gixdeba ufro fafuki,
vici, rom giyvarvar amisTvis...
da Tuki
me minda mjerodes amisi,
dae, mjerodes...
roca me mwyurdeba da Cumad geubnebi,
damisxi...
ar vici,
rogor misxam ase SeumCnevlad
gawvdil peSvebSi ucnaur siTxes
(im wams meCveneba, rom wyalze ufro
gemrielia),
da Cumadve mpasuxob: axla
gamiSvi...
da maSin maxsendeba, rom Sen ver daeSvebi
didi xniT miwaze,
Sen unda ifrino...
da mere magondeba,
roca Cven mxiaruli bavSvebi viyaviT,
xSirad vTamaSobdiT daWerobanas
xan Sens, xan Cems saxlSi
da yoveli marcxis Semdeg
Seupovrad vyvirodiT:
gamiSvi, gamiSvi,
xeli gamiSvi...
da maSin, maxsovs, dedamiwa bevrad ufro
nela brunavda...
axla ki,
roca Sebindeba Sav ZaZebs icvams
da nel-nela eSveba miwaze,
sxvanairad vzivar Sens saflavTan
da CurCuliT CagZaxi:
Camkide, Camkide... xeli Camkide...
kidev...
ivnisi _ mematiane
bolo xania ucnaurad amekviate,
da Zveleburad minda mjerodes
Seni...
wvims...
ivnisi dgas - yvela wvimis
mematiane,
yvela grZnobis, romelmac gamca,
mere ra, Tuki daminaxe rogor daveci,
maSin movida swored lazare, Tqva:
me avdeqi... Senc adgebi,
adeqi, gvanca!
adeqi, gvanca!
adeqi, gvanca!
da rom megona, ver avdgebodi,
maSin avdeqi,
da rom megona, aRar miyvardi,
maSin miyvardi yvelaze
mZafrad.
roca mindoda, aRar mqonoda rwmena,
maSin viwame,
rom siyvaruli bevrad metia,
vidre ubralod
gancda,
viwame RmerTis, viwame miwis, adamianis,
saxlis viwame, romelic erTxel
avaSene SenTvis da CemTvis...
mere ra Tuki ver dagvtia orive erTad...
Senic viwame, swored maSin, roca
lodini yvela mecxre cas
gascda...
mova dro,
waval fexSiSveli mcxunvare gzebiT
da yvela morig Wrilobaze
Semaxsenebs buneba kacis:
gvanca jobava
iyo dro,
roca Semosili viyavi kargad
(me miyvars yvela tkivili Cemi).
Sen ki getyvian, rom me erTxel,
sul erTxel damcda:
vcxovrobdi, radgan,
miyvardi, radgan
iyo dro,
Cemi Tavisac mwamda...
dganan saxlebi zurgiT...
aRaravin darCa qalaqSi,
nasaxlarebad gadaiqca yvela ubani,
yvela saxli gaxda wyvdiadi,
da haeri ki – warmavali
yvela quCaze.
vimarageb boTlSi, qilaSi,
yvela ujraSi,
rom vicxovro ori dRiT meti,
vidre amboben,
meti ar minda.
isini wavidnen: dedebi, mamebi,
debi, Zmebi, megobrebi,
Svilebic wavidnen,
Tumca ki es ukanasknelni
arc arasdros mosulan albaT.
wava haeric, wava, magram
mainc vicocxleb, ase Tu ise.
nabiji erTi, ori, sami... milionamde.
yvela quCa iqneba Cemi,
da yvela saxlic am quCebze,
magram amaod,
saxlebi Semaqceven zurgs,
radgan imaT, vinc Tundac
erTxel mainc daaRalates,
aRar undaT isev irwmunon.
isini wavidnen: dedebi, mamebi,
debi, Zmebi, megobrebi,
Svilebic wavidnen,
Tumca ki es ukanasknelni
arc arasdros mosulan albaT.
da me verasdros ver gavigeb,
ratom tirodnen maSin,
roca tovebdnen saxlebs,
ra uxarodaT maSin,
roca tovebdnen saxlebs,
rad Sematoves es qalaqi
ase uxmo, ukacrieli.
dganan saxlebi zurgiT,
vdgavar mec ise, sxvaTaSoris,
poezia 9
xan erT quCaze, xan meore,
xan mesameze,
da ara maqvs TavSesafari.
moCvenebebma daibudes
nasaxlarebSi da kivian
yovel Rame (tirian iqneb).
aRaravin darCa qalaqSi,
dganan saxlebi zurgiT.
me vwevar Sua qalaqSi
zurgze,
da vici, rom aRaraa saSiSi,
mainc aravin gamoivlis.
veRar CamTvlian SeSlilad,
radgan veravin mnaxavs,
mainc veravin etyvis meores,
rom me ara var am qalaqis
Sesaferisi.
dganan saxlebi zurgiT,
da rom SeeZloT, damsjidnen kidec,
axla ki mxolod gabrazebiT
damguguneben, msayveduroben,
maxseneben, rom Sen iyavi
am qalaqSi ukanaskneli,
da Senc dagvtove.
yvela mosvla droebiTia...
ar arsebob!
ra samwuxaroa axla CemTvis amaze wera.
ra samwuxaroa, rom me movedi,
rogorc ia uRran tyeSi,
da es mosvla droebiTia.
ho, ar arsebob...
amaoa yvela lodini,
yvela ocneba, yvela imedi,
roca samive ase ubralod,
ubodiSod droebiTia.
minda mqondes Seni haeri,
sxva araferi,
ho, haeric sakmarisia,
miwa me sxva maqvs,
bilikebic sul sxva mxares
iklaknebian,
sul sxva mxares uberavs qari,
da vici, rom ar ginda aqeT.
paradoqsia?
ara, ubralod xeebs totebi
daumZimdaT da
daasvenes Cemze...
Sen ici, rom xval mogwyindeba
amis yureba,
me totebdayrili rogor vswavlob
cxovrebas,
rogor mivdivar iq, sadac wasvla,
vici, ubralod sasaciloa,
rogor vimarTleb Tavs,
rom ar veZeb ukvdavebas,
ubralod vTamaSob ase.
sinamdvileSi
verc imas vxvdebi, mgavs
Tu ara Seni ocneba,
me ar maqvs gemo, arc feri maqvs,
formac iseTi cvalebadia,
rogorc cxovreba, rogorc rwmena,
rogorc siyvaruli adamianebSi...
gava dro, mixvdebi, rom vwerdi,
radgan mxolod es Cemi leqsebi
mgavda.
da veZeb, veZeb maradisobas...
ar minda viwamo, rom am miwaze
verafers vnaxav maradiuls,
sikvdilis
garda...
dasasruli me-16 gverdze
10 proza
movkvdi. verafriT davijere es ambavi. rogori dasajerebelia, roca
sul xuTi wuTis win vanilis nayins
mivirTmevdi, mere aivanze gavedi. davamTqnare da gavizmore. mere sxvenSi
asasvlel svel kibeze avdgi fexi, sul
ori safexuri da... aivnis moajirs rom
gavuswordi mainc da mainc maSin damicda fexi. nawvimari iyo, amis dedac
mov...an. es axla viginebi, Torem im dros
`vaimec~ ver movaswari.
_ pipo-papo! pipo-papo!
saswrafoc moqanda. amas Tu
saswrafo hqvia, maSin, mec ar var mkvdari. ar vici ratom, magram micvalebuliao Cemze rom iZaxdnen, wyobidan
gamovedi. mindoda TavSi Camecxo, magram sadRa mqonda magis traki. iqve
videqi, to, ai, sul or-sam nabijSi Cemi
`trupidan~ da viTom Sewuxebuli
TeTrxalaTianebisgan. panika ar amitexavs da kivili ar momirTavs, ager var,
xalxo, cocxali var meTqi. egreve mivxvdi, rom patrik sveizis pontSi viyavi.
suli viyavi ra...
_ auh, mTvrali iyo ueWveli, _
darwmunebiT warmosTqva erT-erTma
saswrafoelma. imdeni magis deda vatire, erTi wveTic ar mqonda daleuli.
saerTod alkoholi mezizReba, luds
Tu ar CavTvliT.
panaSvidze yvelaze metad me vjRaodi, Tumca, Cemi colic ar aklebda. eTqva mag Cemisas ase Tu vuyvardi da SedarebiT wesierad moviqceodi.
_ ratom moikali Taviiiiiii? _
moTqvamda Cemi gakvirvebuli xoneli
klaseli. raa? ra Tavi movikali? Tqven
xom ar SeiSaleT? ra movikali, to?
cocxali TaviT ar undaT dajereba,
rom ubeduri SemTxveva iyo, rom
ubralod fexi damicda.
avtobusma muxaTgverdisken rom
gadauxvia, ufro sworad katafalkam,
mTlad gadavirie. vakel kacs muxaTgverdSi ra mindoda! xonSi bebiaCemis
xaTriT viswavle, isic mesame klasamde. me xom, vakis naRdi aborigeni var.
dasaflavebaze ra unda momxdariyo,
momayares miwa da eg iyo. dakrZalvis
ceremonia daiSala. fexiT gamovuyevi
da diRmis masivamde rom mivaRwie, maiakovskis ZeglTan skverSi Camovjeqi.
ratom mainc da mainc diRmis masivSi?
warmodgena ar maqvs.
rogor unda gavagrZelo cxovreba
ar vici, Tan verc veravin mamCnevs, arc
aravis esmis Cemi. sigareti mominda,
fulic mqonda jibeSi Zmakacma gamomatana, Tu Camatana, ise sigareti CaedoT
jibeSi, xom atanen xolme. jixurTan
rom mivedi, Cemi uCinmaCinobis ambavi
gamaxsenda. kudamoZuebuli gamovbrundi. isev ZeglTan axlos mdebare skamze
Camovjeqi. ori masti modis, moZraobaze vatyob im skamze undaT Camojdoma,
romelzec me vzivar. erTi kacis adgili ki aris, magram orni arian. vah, ra
vqna to, gadavjde Tu sami kaci am patara skamze CaveWeWyoT? sul tyuilad
vnerviulobdi, erT-erTi maTgani kalTaSi ise udardelad Camijda, kidev
erTxel davrwmundi, rom suli viyavi.
me sul sxva ponti megona, meTqi
egreve an jojoxeTi an samoTxe, aq ki
ra xdeba ver gavige. rodemde unda viaro ase sazogadoebisgan gariyuli adamianiviT?.. Tumca, ra adamianiviT...
suliviT.
_ sulebi sul gariyulebi arian.
_ eee, gesmis, to?
_ ho, mec suli var. _ Cems win jinsis `kurtkaSi~ da jinsis SarvalSi
gamowyobili WaRara, axalgazrda kaci
idga da miRimoda.
_ Zlivs ar vnaxe xmis gamcemi! _
gaxarebulma Sevyvire da xeli gavuwode. CamomarTva.
_ wamo, saqme aqvT SenTan.
_ vis?
_ Sens mfarvel angelozs.
_ angelozs?
_ ho.
_ sad aris?
_ wamo, wamo.
win gamiZRva. ise swrafad midioda,
lamis sirbiliT mivsdevdi.
_ damelode, eee.
literaturuli gazeTi
_ wamo, wamo.
_ wamo kargia, borblebi ki ar mabia
SeCemisa.
miuxvia, mouxvia, gauxvia, auxvia,
Cauxvia da Savi karis win gaCerda. `giJia,
viRacaa~ gavifiqre.
_ midi. dareke.
_ Sen momiyvane da me davreko?
_ Sen, yru xom ara xar, ver gaige
gelodebian meTqi? me meCqareba, Zmao,
amazec madloba miTxari, rom kudSi rom
gsdie.
_ kidev Sen msdie, Zlivs dagewie, to.
_ karoCe, wavedi, ra.
wavida. karTan marto davrCi. zaris
wiTel Rilaks frTebi exata. TiTi
davaWire.
_ Semodi, ra, Tu Zma xar, pranWvis
da morcxvobis dro naRdad ar gvaqvs.
_ yvelafers velodi, magram amdagvar
gamoZaxils, ara.
Sevedi. mokle viwro derefnis meti
araferi daminaxavs. bneloda da Zlivs
gavarCie, marjvena mxares kibe adioda.
neli nabijiT avuyevi. uceb, Zalian grZeli da TeTri SuqiT gadanaTebuli
koridori gamoCnda. Suqma Tvali momWra. erTi-orma sulma ise Camiqrola,
Tvali ver gavayole.
_ efsiaT Tu ra sWirT? _ Cavila-
_ ho, ra gacinebs.
_ aq garinCas ra unda, to?
_ Sen ra, ggonia, aq marto qarTveli sulebi arian? yvela aq aris. axali Senoba unda viyidoT, Torem aq
teva aRar aris.
_ me visTan var dabarebuli?
_ aba, me ra vici. saerTod, gwamda
RmerTi?
_ ki. _ swrafad vupasuxe. ise
swrafad, rom Semetyo didi morwmune
rom ar viyavi.
_ mere ar ici angelozebis saxelebi? ra erqva Sens angelozs?
_ nugzari.
_ ha, ha, ha, ha... viin? nugzari? ha,
ha, ha.
_ ra vici, iman miTxra, nugzara
gibarebso.
_ vin, jinsis kurtkianma?
_ ho, vinc aq momiyvana.
_ oh, magis... ver iswavla Wkua, ver
moeSva lazRandarobas. sad gagigia,
biWo, angelozs nugzara erqvas?
_ ra vici, nugzario da...
_ wamodi da gavarkvevT Sens beds.
koridori gaviareT. did oTaxSi
gavediT. oTaxs ori kari hqonda da
orivesTan uzarmazari rigi idga.
rigSi mdgomebi umetesad kacebi
Tornike gurjinTaxi
ra iqneba Semdeg
da Semdegis mere
parake CemTvis. etyoba, xmamaRla momivida.
_ ara, ra efsiaT, dabarebulebi arian da rom ver moaswron, wasulia magaTi
saqme. _ movtrialdi. viRac kepkiani
masti idga.
_ zdarova! me angelozi var, oRond
ar damiwyo axla, frTebi ra uyavio.
_ Cemi angelozi xar?
_ ara garinCasi.
_ romeli garinCasi, fexburTelis?
iyvnen, ise, qalebsac mohkravdiT
Tvals. zogi Zalian beberi iyo, zogi
Suaxnis da zogic Zalian axalgazrda. umravlesobas Sewuxebuli saxeebi
hqondaT. kedlebi carieli iyo. ori,
lurjSuSebiani fanjridan Zlivs Semodioda haeri. dasjili bavSviviT
davdeqi kuTxeSi.
_ midi, rigSi Cadeqi, ras aituze,
mand? _ momca SeniSvna kepkianma angelozma.
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
am liandagiviT rigs ra daelodeba
meTqi gavifiqre da SuaSi Cavekvexe.
_ Sen, biZia, Tvalebi ar gaqvs Tu ra
aris!?
_ am axlebma xom SegvWames!
_ riTi xar Cvenze meti, modi ager
da ukan amogvideqi, rogorc wesi da
rigia, Torem me vici, rasac vityvi Senze TaTbirze.
ras vizamdi, wavCanCaldi da morCilad davikave Cemi kuTvnili adgili.
uceb, rigSi mdgomebs Soris koba vicani.
Cveni ubnis `santexniki~. sawyals erTi
kviris win rkinis sqeli mili moxvda
TavSi. egreve daibrida. mili SemTxveviT Camovarda, cudad iyo damagrebuli. Tavis xeliT daamagra ramdenime
dRiT adre.
_ koba! koba! me var `riJa~ _ Sewuxebulma gamomxeda da indiferentuli
toniT mipasuxa:
_ aq mageTebis dro ar aris, wynarad iyavi mand.
azrze xar es nabozari, to. jer `mageTebSi ras gulisxmobda? da mere, onkans rom gamikeTebda zedmet xuT lars
sul vCuqnidi da rom mokvda, didi WirisufaliviT, Tavdaxrili videqi magis
panaSvidze, viro madli m......io, magazea naTqvami.
rigSi msubuqi CoCqoli SeiniSneboda.
_ Sen ar Semomyvebi? _ vkiTxe kepkian angelozs.
_ sad, TaTbirze?
_ ravi, rac hqvia. _ aviCeCe mexrebi.
_ me sxva saqmeebi maqvs, nu geSinia,
iq dagxvdebian.
_ ho, kargi. _ ise vTqvi, TiTqos
didad arc menaRvleboda Semomyveboda Tu ara.
uceb erT-erTi kari gaiRo, viRacam
Tavi gamoyo da daiZaxa:
_ `riJa~ romelia?
_ me var, ise, daTo mqvia.
_ Semodi ra, kaco! _ gabrazebulma gamomZaxa, TiTqos Cemi axlobeli
meZaxda.
_ movdivar, ho. _ ratomRac uxeSad vupasuxe. albaT, imitom, rom SegrZneba gamiCnda, TiTqos cixeSi, samudamo patimrobaSi, mepatiJebodnen.
_ xom xedav, ramdeni kaci varT rigSi, Zalian gTxovT, male qeni. _ mommarTa zurgs ukan mdgomma da mamxnevebda
Tu ra iyo, ar vici, mxarze xeli samjer
damartya.
SuSebian mrgval oTaxSi Sevedi,
romelSic komfortuli tyavis skamebi
merxebiviT CaemwkrivebinaT. SuSabandiani oTaxi farTo, gamwvanebul ezoSi
gadioda, imxela iyo, rom fexburTis
moedanic eteoda Tavis tribunebianad.
Cemma gamcilebelma miTxra, aTi aTasi
kaci etevao.
darbazSi Svidi suli Semovida. sams
mosamarTlis mantia ecva.
_ Semodi, daTo xom?
_ diax. _ Cems magivrad upasuxa
gamcilebelma da ceremoniulad datova oTaxi.
_ modi, genacvale, bevri dro ar
gvaqvs. _ gauzrdeli bavSvebis celqobiT gadaRlili skolis direqtoriviT
mommarTa erT-erTma.
mindoda maTTan mivsuliyavi, vinc
cota xnis win damelaparaka, aSkara iyo
rom mosamarTleebSi `paradi~ imas mihyavda. magram `paradis~ wamyvanma mis
mopirdapired dadgmul skamze mimiTiTa dajeqio. davemorCile.
_ ra gqvia? – isev SemekiTxa.
_ daTo.
_ erTi amis saqme momawode. _ ubrZana erT-erTs. dasta miawodes. qaRaldebi reziniT iyo Sekruli.
_ erTi Caixede, vin iyo amis angelozi.
_ rad minda Caxedva, isedac vici.
_ Tqvi mere, ras mebriqebi. – mTavari angelozi aSkarad Sarze iyo.
_ ai, es iyo. _ xeli gaiSvira Sekvris
mimtanma lurjJaketianisken, romelsac loTiviT davarcxnili Tma hqonda,
ai, loTebs rom aqvT, ra, xeliT uswormasworod gasworebuli, idga da iataks
dahyurebda.
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
_ moiwie, moiwie, _ ise mimarTa mTavarma angelozma Cems mfarvel angelozs, mivxvdi mTlad kargi yofaqceviT ar gamoirCeoda. kanondamrRvevs hgavda. _ Sen xar xom?
_ ho.
_ mere, ras ityvi, rogori biWia?
_ Tavis gvrdze moZraobiT aniSna
Cemze.
Cemma advokatma araferi upasuxa.
gadavwyvite Tavi CemiT damecva.
_ mgoni, `narmalni~ masti viyavi. _
damibRvires, magrZnobines Sen aravin
gekiTxebao. ZaliT gaviRime da ena Cavigde.
_ ici, ra Tqva Senze Seni dacvis qveS
myofma?
_ rao, ra Tqva? _ uJmurad ikiTxa
Cemma mfarvelma da Jaketis Rilebi
Seixsna.
_ Cems angelozs nugzara erqvao.
_ Jaketians gaeRima. _ da ici es risi
bralia?
_ vici, Cemo batonebo. _ RimiliT
warmosTqva da bisze gamosuli Teatris msaxiobiviT Tavi dagvikra.
_ naxeT, ra, _ miutrialda mTavari
angelozi danarCenebs da sinanuliT
gaaqnia Tavi. _ Sen ra gamogasworebs,
_ mimarTa axla Cems advokats, _ Sen
angelozi xar? Sen xar sufTa klouni!
_ ra gindaT, xom ar viReb xmas. _
es mainc daafaseTo, mianiSnebda.
_ Sen ra xma unda amoiRo, gaqvs rame
saTqmeli? _ Cemma angelozma isev ar
amoiRo xma. _ amaswinaT ra gaakeTa Tu
iciT? _ mogvmarTa isev Cven, _ kaci
samoTxeSi iyo gasaSvebi da jojoxeTSi
ukra Tavi. unda genaxaT, ra dReSi Caagdo, marTla angeloziviT kaci. ratom
hqeni meTqi, rom vkiTxe, ase mipasuxa, ra
moxda, troleibusis magivrad avtobusSi ar Camjdarxaro? kidev kargi is
sawyali kaci sam dReSi wamoviyvaneT
jojoxeTidan. rom naxoT, guli
mogikvdebaT, axlac SiSebi aqvs, ubedurs. Sen vin unda gadaarCino, TviTon
saSveli xar!? gviTxari rogori moswavle iyo?
_ vin? ees? – hkiTxa lurjJaketianma.
_ ho, es. aba, vin.
_ jigari iyo. _ me siamayisgan
gavijgime. mosamarTlem magidaze mis
cxvirwin gaSlil qaRaldebSi Caixeda.
rom amogvxeda, wyali ar gauvidoda,
nawerebSi raRac ubedurebas gadaawyda.
_ jigari ara? manqaniT qals rom
daartya da trawiani xariviT gaiqca,
eg ra iyo.
_ nu bilwsityvaobT, mainc angelozi brZandebiT, _ SeniSvna misca
Cemma advokatma. mixvdiT, albaT, rom
mfarveli angelozi igive advokatia.
_ egre jigrebi ar iqcevian!
_ mere, fuli xom misca dazaralebulis dedas? _ ijigra Cemma angelozma, cdilobda, rogorme gaemarTlebina Cemi samarcxvino saqcieli. ise, megona am ambavSi gavZvrebodi, magram egre
sad aris? eseni xom yvela nostradamusebi da vangebi arian.
_ es raRa ubedurebaa? _ Tavis
Tavs hkiTxa gaRizianebulma mosamarTlem da calTvalmoWutuli daakvirda Cemi saqmis meore gverds, _ TxuTmeti qurdoba! _ me Tavi davxare. maxsovs pirvelad prezervativi movipare
da guli gamiskda esec ar axsenon meTqi. gadavrCi. qurdobis wvrilman nairsaxeobebs ar CasZiebian.
_ moSivda da...
_ xma! ras qvia moSivda! mokled, ra...
loTTan erTad matyuarac yofilxar.
jigari... jigari ki ara CaTlaxi yofila! _ Cemi damcveli ise uyurebda mosamarTles, etyoboda, Cvens damarcxebas Segueboda.
_ sad yidulobs es kaci sasmels, aq
yvela gafrTxilebuli gvyavs? _ aRSfoTebuli saxiT dasva kiTxva erTerTma mantiianma. veRar gavige, Cemi
sasamarTlo iyo Tu Cemi angelozis.
_ sad yidulobs da varazisxevSi
rom eSmakebis gaxsnili `marketia~. _
CaRimeba miayola naTqvams mosamarTlem.
literaturuli gazeTi
_ naRdad eSmakebis gaxsnilia? _
dainteresda mrgvalTava umantoo damswre.
_ ra vici, aba, magaT adamianebis
araferi etyobaT. miva angelozis saxiT da isinic nisiad aZleven. me Sen
getyvi, ver daajerebs, rom vals patiosnad gadaixdis. bolos da bolos angelozia, eg mainc ar gauWirdeba.
_ iciT, is mudam mexmareboda, Tuki
raime kargi maqvs, magisganaa. _ Cemi
WkuiT `atmaska~ miveci Cems advokats.
ise SemomibRvires, uxerxulad Cavaxvele da movkete.
_ axla momismine, _ mimarTa lurjJaketians mosamarTlem TiTis qneviT.
_ an Sen wabrZandebi jojoxeTSi, an Seni
dacvis qveS myofi, gadawyvite. _ mosamarTlem wamiT Seisvena da wyali moxvripa. _ Tu ver wirav, aiRe Seni bargibarxana da aude aqedan. _ muSti
daartya magidas. _ ise gasawiri
naRdad aris, Tqven ras ityviT? _ gadaxeda danarCenebs. imaTac Tanxmobis niSnad erTsulovnad dauqnies Tavebi. _
wadi axla, daabinave es kaci sastumroSi da icode, sam dRes gaZlev mosafiqreblad. am sam dReSi RmerTTan
maqvs ganaCeni asatani xelmosawerad.
yvelani wamodgnen da gavidnen. me da
Cemi angelozi davrCiT. ezoSi gavediT.
stadionze jorj besti, garinCa, iaSini da boria paiWaZe fexburTs uberavdnen. `sto-piats~ TamaSobdnen.
_ va, amaT aq ra undaT, to?
_ kviraSi erTxel arendiT iReben
xolme.
_ egeni jojoxeTis `pasaJirebi~
arian Tu samoTxis?
_ jojoxeTis naRdad ara da sxva
ar vici.
_ sxva ramec arsebobs?
_ ho, ravi...
ezoSi oqrosjavSniani kuebi dadiodnen. santeqnikosi kobas garda sxva
nacnobi ar daminaxavs, arada bevri
xalxi daseirnobda. palmebi alvis xeebiviT awowiliyvnen da mTvaris formis
uSvelebeli bananebi esxaT.
_ ra dReSi xar, to. _ mivusamZimre
Seqmnili mdgomareobis gamo. qvaze Zvlebis tkacuniT Camojda. Zlivs
sunTqavda. _ ar gamiSva ra jojoxeT-
Si, me magas ver gavuZleb, Sen angelozi
xar da raRacas moaxerxeb, bolo-bolo
ramdenime xanSi SeiZleba Sens angeloz
megobrebs guli moulbeT da ukan agwion. _ arafers mpasuxobda. Cemi
Tavxedobis gamo gabrazeba ar etyoboda, arc mismenda, sadRac RrublebSi
dafrinavda. _ iqneb daebazro da
orives Segvindon?
_ ara, Zmao, RmerTTan aRar mimesvleba, ise viqceodi.
_ ho, ho. _ ar vicodi `ise moqcevaSi~ ras gulisxmobda, magram Zalauneburad daveTanxme. zustad im dros
davrwmundi, rom angelozoba magari
murtali rame yofila.
_ ar gamwiro ra. _ ar veSvebodi
Tavxedobas.
_ imisTvisac madloba miTxari, sicocxleSi rac gsdie. Sen ramis Rirsi
xar? nugzarao, Cemze rom gaiZaxodi.
midi, daisvene, moemzade jojoxeTisTvis.
sastumro xisgan aeSenebinaT. iseTi
nedli xisgan, rom kangaclili totis
sasiamovno surneli idga. Rrublebis
formis fanjrebi gamoeWraT. Cemma angelozma wasvla rom daapira da mitrialda, zurgze davakvirdi, frTebi
hqonda, oRond, Jangiani frTebi hqonda. registraturaSi wiTelkabianma
frTosanma gedis bumbuli momca. Turme, aqauri fuli yofila, sami dRe geyofa da mere fuli aRar dagWirdebao.
es rom miTxra, nerwyvi gadavylape.
`aqac magari mTavroba gyavT, ra~ _
gamielva tvinSi.
sastumros nomeri carieli damxvda. ase miTxres haerSic mSvenivrad moTavsdebio. komfortulad movewyve,
wamovweqi, magram sulebi, Turme, verasdros iZineben. Cems angelozze
vfiqrobdi, mis loTiviT davarcxnil
Tavze. Tu marTla angelozia, unda wavides Cems magivrad jojoxeTSi, me rom
viyo, naRdad ase moviqceodi. Tumca,
adamianebs xom arasdros undaT
keTili arsebebis adgilze yofna. tvirTis zidva ezarebaT. esaa ubedureba,
sxva araferi. am moTxrobis azric es
aris.
or dReSi Cemi mfarveli movida. gedis bumbulebi mTxova, ludis daleva
proza 11
undoda. magas ki ara, yvelafers mivcemdi, oRond Cems gamo Tavi gaewira.
stadionze besti da `kamanda~ isev
uberavda. mfrinavi msajic bejiTad
dafrinavda. Sav samosSi, qors hgavda.
_ vsio, moemzade! _ uxeSad miTxra
mesame dRes. _ Sens gamo Tavs naRdad
ar gavwirav, imitom, rom Sen wamSi gamwire. _ verafers ityodi, marTals ambobda. SiSisgan meored movkvdi. konservis Tevzis suniT ayrolebul magidaze damawvines da venaSi uSvelebeli
nemsi gamikeTes. ai, imxela `kavkazskaia
plennicaSi~ rom aris.
_ sad miSveb ar grcxvenia? _ jojoxeTSi gamgzavrebis win vcade namusze amegdo. dameWyana da Tavi
gaaqnia. narkozis Semdeg Tvalis gaxela da Cemi tyvna erTi iqneboda! am nemsiT, ubralod, iq misasvlel gzas miiolebdnen.
bnel, uhaero da viwro gvirabSi
movxvdi. gaWedili viyavi da rom megona, gavigude da eg aris Tqo, raRac momawva da gvirabidan gamisrola. Tvali
rom gavaxile, viracam xelSi amitaca,
neknebze ise momiWira, sunTqva Semekra.
mere filtvebi haeriT amevso da
tkivilisgan viyvire. fexebic mokle
mqonda da xelebic. laparakiTac ver
vlaparakobdi. iqauroba mwvane iyo da
viRac mwvanexalaTians veWire. es jojoxeTs ar gavs to!? samSobiaroa, to!
ar mjeroda. ki, naRdad, bavSvi var, to!
mere qalis ZuZus mimakres da mec davewafe. Tavidan davibade, azrze xarT!?
ara, ra, angelozic magas hqvia! Tavi
jojoxeTisTvis gaimeta, me ki aqeT gamomiSva. erTi Secdoma mainc dauSva _
ocdaaTi wlis kacis tvini gamomayola...
ludi mindoda da tkbil rZes masmevdnen, Wamis mere sigarets viTxovdi
da sawovaras mCridnen pirSi. viRac
naSebi xelSi miyvandnen da Cemi Tavi maT
mkerdTan rom iCiTeboda, seqsi mwyuroda, magram Zalian patara kutu
meba. ase rom, ocdaoTxi saaTi vjRaodi. jRavana Semarqves.
es Tavidan vitanjebodi, Torem, eqvsi wlis rom gavxdi, skolaSi geniosad
momnaTles. ginesis wignSic Semiyvanes.
aba, ra iqneboda, eqvsi wlis bavSvi,
ocdaaTi wlis kaciviT vazrovnebdi da
vmsjelobdi.
Cemi sawyali angelozi Tavidan ar
amomdioda. erTxel damesizmra cecxlis alSi gaxveuli Svelas mTxovda, me
ki verafers vSvelodi. sakuTar Tavs
varwmunebdi, rom jojoxeTidan Tavis
daRwevas SeZlebda. xan ki megona, rom
tyuilad vocnebobdi. meliqiSvilis
gamzirze `semiCkis~ sayidlad Cavirbine. ukve rva wlis viyavi da marto miSvebdnen. aTi Wiqa Camiyara gamyidvelma
samkuTxad gakecil gazeTSi.
_ damiyare, ra? _ movtrialdi da
gavSeSdi. Cems win Cemi angelozi idga.
mzesumzira movisrole da Cavexute.
alkoholis da gamoyvanili Tevzis
suni asdioda.
_ aqeT gamogiSves? rodis, rodis
Camoxvedi? _ gamiRima, magram wamsve
SeiSmuSna. mxrebSi moixara. gagania ianvarSi Txeli `kurtka~ ecva da scioda.
_ Sen rom Tavidan daibade, mec im
dRes gamomiSves miwaze.
_ aqamde ratom ar minaxule?
_ kargi ra, Cemi gamWirvebia, guSin
gadavagde `zapoi~.
_ Sen genacvale, rogor gamaxare!
_ vexutebodi, is ki gaunZrevlad idga.
me veferebodi da mxarze Tavs vadebdi.
_ ra giTxres, rom giSvebdnen? jojoxeTSi erTi dRec ar yofilxar?
_ ara, to. gamomiSves da ase miTxres,
wadi da ise icxovre, Tavidan gaangelozdeo. Tavidan gaangelozebas exumrebi? _ momiSora da universitetisken ganagrZo gza. mis zurgs vxedavdi. frTebi aRar hqonda. ratomRac
vifiqre, rom ufrTod cxovreba ufro
uadvildeboda. Tavisufal adamians
hgavda. uceb motrialda da siciliT
momaZaxa:
_ ise, riJa, ras fiqrob, sikvdilis
mere jojoxeTSi rom mikran Tavi, Cemi
brali iqneba Tu angelozebis?!
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poeti
literaturuli gazeTi
eka qevaniSvili
bavSvobidan werda leqsebs, werda TavisTvis, xandaxan xmamaRla megobrebsac ukiTxavda. universitetSi swavlobda, pirveli publikacia rom daibeWda. periodulad qveyndeboda misi leqsebi Jurnal-gazeTebSi. paralelurad
Jurnalistis profesias eufleboda, TanamSromlobda beWdur mediasTan.
dRes profesionali reportioria, muSaobs radio `TavisuflebaSi.~ Jurnalisti da poeti, ase iwyeba eqa qevaniSvilis biografia. ori poeturi krebulis
_ `Woria~ da `aq nu dadgebiT~ _ avtoria. Tavad miaCnia, rom Jurnalistika
misTvis yvelaferia; roca iq saTqmels bolomde ver gamoxatavs, poeziiT
gamoTqvams. Jurnalistika misi cxovrebaa, saintereso da mravalferovani,
emociebiTa da siaxleebiT aRsavse, poezias rom erwymis da asazrdoebs.
_ `literaturul palitraSi~ migyavs rubrika literaturuli profaili anu stumrad eka qevaniSvilTan, reportiorad muSaob radio
`TavisuflebaSi~, wer leqsebs, raime
xom ar gamomrCa? rogor aswreb am
yvelafers?
_ literaturuli saqmianobiT
mainc ar daviwyebdi Cemze laparaks, miuxedavad imisa, rom bevri adamiani
swored Cemi leqsebiT micnobs da
araferi smenia Jurnalist eka qevaniSvilze. Tumca, Tu SevatrialebT, kidev
ufro didma nawilma araferi icis Cemi
meore paraleluri samyaros Sesaxeb,
romelsac, banalurad, literaturis
siyvaruli hqvia. faqtia, me ufro miyvars literatura, vidre mas, Torem
albaT, ukeTesi poeti viqnebodi.
_ zedmetad TviTkritikuli xom ar
xar?
_ es xom naxevrad xumroba iyo....
_ radgan orive saqmes akeTeb, riTi
gansxvavdeba SenTvis reportioroba
da leqsis wera?
_ xSirad mekiTxebian xolme _ Sen
is eka xom ar xar, Jurnalisti, an: Sen is
eka xar? poeti. da am dros vgrZnob
xolme, vis romeli eka ufro moswons.
anu Cemi saqmec, profesiac, siyvarulic da yvelaferic – Jurnalistikaa.
me reportiori var, ambebs vagroveb,
raRacebs vamowmeb, mere am ambebs sxvebs
vuyvebi. mTxrobeli var, molaparake,
mTxrelic var... da SigadaSig, leqsebsac vaCen. Tavidan megona, rom es leqsebi Jurnalisturi produqtis narCenebi iyo, rac iq ver vTqvi, risi Tqma iq
arc SeiZleba. daaxloebiT iseTi SegrZnebaa, namcxvars rom gamoacxob da
gverdebs CamoaWri imisTvis, rom dafSvna da Tavze moayaro. es nafSvenebia
Cemi leqsebi. isini ar mawuxeben, dro ar
miaqvT, male modian da maleve midian
Cemgan, me maTze didxans ar vfiqrob,
mxolod viSoreb, amitom Cemi dro ar
miaqvT. rac Seexeba `literaturul
palitraSi~ Cems profailebs da interviuebs, Tavidan esec raRac hobis nawili iyo, axla vfiqrob, rom mwerlebsa
da poetebTan saubrebis marTlac saintereso arqivi damigrovda. iqneb calke
wignadac gamovce. jer ar vici. Jurnalistika isaa, rac vici, rac me TviTon
avirCie, rac viswavle, rac Seviyvare,
rac msiamovnebs, rac mavsebs, rac
aqeTac maswavlis gamudmebiT. rac Zalaa da am Zalis floba, rogor ar vTqva, udides siamovnebas maniWebs, es aris
saqme, riTic vcxovrob, rac, mgonia,
rom mixdeba kidec, saqme, romelic exmareba Cemi cxovrebis erT-erT mTavar
azrs Tu mizans – iyos es Cemi cxovreba, sanam viqnebi – saintereso da
mravalferovani. es aris saqme, romelic ar miwesebs gansakuTrebul
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
uWiravs, ar iciiiiT? _ vazustebT.
kaci aris vinme radioSi? kacis xma
mWirdeba xmis gadasafarad... qevan,
ukve iyavi studiaSi? da ase mTeli
dRe. xandaxan Zalian viRlebi, Tu Tema
rTulia, magram es daRliloba momentalurad mexseneba, roca Cemi siuJeti ukve eTerSia. uff, miyvars es saqme.
miyvars. xom vTqvi.
mere me da nica viwyebiT. ufro sworad vgrZeldebiT. mere me da Cemi megobrebi. mere da mere...
_ pirvelad rodis mixvdi, rom
poeti xar?
_ mainc mZabavs es sityvaTSeTanxmeba. poeti – eka q. la la la...
raRacnairad xmamaRla mesmis da
yurebs mixeTqavs. mokled, ar momwons.
amas roca vambob, Tan vfiqrob, poza
xom araa, magram ara, marTla araa ase
da vinc Cemi uaxloesi megobrebis
wreSi Semoixedavs, amaSi darwmundeba. Cemi `poetoba~ mudmivi xalisis sagania, uboroto ironiis, TviTkritikis. erTi sityviT rom vTqva, kaifis.
ubralod am wodebas Tu sityvas Tu
`
poezia
TavisiT
movida
dreskods, ar mzRudavs, xan alTas var,
xan balTas, xan quslebze vdgavar, xan
zurgCanTiT tye-RreSi davexetebi.
kidev, mudmivad kavSirSi xar Sens sindisTan, informaciasTan, simarTlesTan, tyuilTan, dRevandel dResTan, mivardnil sofelTan, msofliosTan.
poezia ki me ar amirCevia. ar miswavlia. TavisiT movida da mizis axla SigniT. is arafers mavaldebulebs, is ar
marCens, SemiZlia rac minda is vuqna, imitom, rom Cemia, wesebs ar emorCileba.
_ rogoria profesionali reportioris erTi Cveulebrivi dRe?
_ Cems saSualo statistikur dReze
SemiZlia movyve. Cemi dRe saRamodan
iwyeba, imitom rom xSirad yvela axali
dRe, wina saRamos an RamiT momxdari
ambiTac iwyeba xolme. vuyureb sainformacio gamoSvebebs, vkiTxulob internet gamocemebSi yvela CemTvis saintereso ambavs, vaTvaliereb sainformacio saagentoebis vebgverdebs, rame
Tu momewoneba, viniSnav da vfiqrob,
rom es kargi Temaa reportaJisTvis da
gamomadgeba. diliT me da nica gavrbivarT skolaSi, sadac sul gvagviandeba, imitom, rom skola saxlidan Sorsaa. mere mivdivar Cems radio `TavisuflebaSi~. ara, manamde `makdonaldsis~
yavas vyidulob da Tan mimaqvs. am dros
radioSi dilis gadacema midis, sul
ramdenime adamiani varT xolme, sanam
sxvebic movlen. mere, aba, dRes ra xdeba, aba, dRes ra moxdeba, anonsi, axali
ambavi, aman is Tqva, iman es Tqva. TaTbiri gvaqvs – yvelaze araordinaluri
TaTbiri, rac ki odesme Cems romelime
samsaxurSi minaxavs. es, albaT, imitom,
rom yvelani vmegobrobT, yvelam Tavisi saqme icis da akeTebs. Temebs vinawilebT, mimarTulebas vgegmavT da mere
yvela Tavis TemaSi gadaeSveba xolme.
masalaze gavdivarT – xan aqciaa, xan
preskonferencia, xan interviua. mokled, dRes gaaCnia... mere radgan Cveni
mTavari gamoSveba 6 saaTzea da siuJeti unda movaswroT, ukan, radioSi gamovrbivarT da derefanSi ismis xolme
xmamaRali gadaZaxilebi, amis nomeri
gaqvT? imis? amas exla ra posti
~
profesias Tu racaa, sxva veraferi
vupove jer Semcvleli, amitomac veguebi.
Zalian sasacilo dRe iyo da mosayolad banaluria, rogor avZveri
meaTe Tu meTerTmete klasSi xeze da
wavukiTxe Cems uaxloes megobrebs
pirveli leqsi, romelSic arc riTma
iyo, arc raime wesi daculi, rogorc
mesmoda, ise davwere. me raWaSi vcxovrobdi da am xeze asvlis dRes bevri sxva dRe uswrebda win, biblioTekebSi gatarebuli. Zveli literaturuli Jurnalebi, gazeTebi, krebulebi.
magram poezia gansakuTrebulad arasodes myvarebia. mxolod is iyo, bavSvobaSi viRacam CaTvala, rom leqsebis gamoTqmiT, mxatvrulad kiTxva gamomdioda da amitom xSirad videqi
xolme scenaze da raRac patriotul
leqsebs gavyvirodi. SeiZleba amitomac SemZulda yvelafris dazepireba.
arc erTi leqsi ar vici zepirad
Tavidan bolomde. ar miyvars ci-
tatebis moSvelieba da saerTod xalxSi
leqsebis kiTxva ar miyvars. Cems ramdenime saRamozec imdeni energia davxarje
kiTxvisas, rom mere didxans aRaraferi
damiweria.
_ pirveli poeturi krebuli
`Woria~ 2006 wels gamoica, pirveli
leqsebi rodis gamoqveynda literaturul periodikaSi?
_ zemoT rom xe vaxsene, iqedan rom
Camovedi da universitetSi Cavabare, maSin isev raRacebs vjRabnidi. ere es najRabni momewonasaviT, rogorc xdeba.
ori Tvis mere rom wavikiTxavdi, isev
veTanxmebodi... mere iyo marina vaSaymaZis
Jurnali „studia”, romelic 90-iani
wlebis bolos gamovida da ubralod
Zalian gamimarTla, rom iq movxvdi. JurnalTan erTad marinam Jurnalisturi
saxelosnoc gaakeTa, saxelosno Tu saloni. mokled, yvelaferi iyo _ raRac
megobrobis da siamovnebis bunagiviT. iq
gavicaniT erTmaneTi me da zviad ratianma, giorgi lobJaniZem, SoTa iaTaSvilma, maia sariSvilma... davmegobrdiT,
raRac erTiani wre Seikra, saintereso,
cocxali... amis mere jer Jurnal „alternativaSi” daibeWda Cemi leqsebi, mere
„studiaSi”, mere „arilSi” da ase daiZra
TavisiT. faqtia, dRemde Jonavs. imedia,
odesme SemeSveba. „Woria”, romelic 2006
wels gamomcemloba „diogenem” gamosca,
avadmyofi SviliviT miyvars – raRacnairi krebulia, cota sentimentaluri, magram Zalian Ria da gulwrfeli.
zogadad, Zalian daudevari avtori var.
ar miyvars teqstebze muSaoba, gadakeTebgadmokeTeba. „Woriac” egeTi gamovida –
kardiogramasaviT awewil-dawewili.
_ bolodroindeli poeturi krebulis saTauria `aq nu dadgebiT~, amave
saxelwodebisaa wignSi Sesuli erTerTi leqsi, devnilTa mZime xvedrs rom
exmianeba. ramdenime striqons gavixseneb: `didxans marxavdiT mkvdrebs _
gveSinia. da didxans darCiT uReltexilze _ susxi CamogyvaT~...
_ es krebuli gansakuTrebulad miyvars. dRes rom vadgende, ramdenime leqss
aucileblad amovaklebdi, magram „aq nu
dadgebiT~ is krebulia, romelSic ZiriTadad is leqsebi Sevida, romlebzec ar
vyoymanob. sadac vici, rasac da rogorc
vambob da ase ki ar gamomivida, aramed _
ase mindoda damewera. ar vici, SesaZloa,
amas vinmem poeturi Tavxedoba uwodos
an rame msgavsi, magram asea. es aris mZafri, mware krebuli cotaodeni Saqris natexebiT.
_ zogierT leqsSi amovikiTxe SarJi, TviTironia, groteski. es gansxvavebuli rakursiT danaxuli avtoportretia Tu liriuli gmiris saxe?
_ miyvars TviTironia. is gicavs paTetikisgan, rac, Sesabamisad, mZuls. gicavs zedmeti sentimentalizmisgan. es
aris saSualeba, Zalianac ar galanZRo
sakuTari Tavi an sxva, Tumca simarTlec
gaaparo. es niSnavs imas, rom yvela Sens
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mkiTxveli
goCa saiTiZe
xelnawerTa erovnuli centris arqivTmcodneobis departamentis xelmZRvaneli, istoriis mecnierebaTa doqtori goCa saiTiZe Cveni rubrikis farglebSi warmodgenili sxva respodentebisgan erTob gansxvavebuli mkiTxvelia. gansxvavebulobaSi mxatvruli nawarmoebebisa da maTi personaJebisadmi Zalze emociur damokidebulebas vgulisxmob. baton goCasTan literaturaze saubari didxans gagrZelda. bunebrivia, asec iqneboda, is xom
dawvrilebiT iwyebda sayvarel TxzulebaTa siuJetebis Txrobas da TiTqos
axlidan, aranaklebi simZafriT ganicdida ukve mravaljer gancdils. Tvalwin gamicocxla gmirebi sabavSvo da saymawvilo literaturidan da msoflio literaturis saukeTeso nawamoebebi lamis zepirad `gadaikiTxa~. Tavisi avtorebi da gmirebi hyavs, Tumca axali teqstebis wakiTxvis siamovnebasac
mouTmenlad elis.
_ momavali mkiTxvelisTvis didi
mniSvneloba aqvs magaliTs, ufrosebisgan rom iRebs. wignier garemoSi
izrdebodiT. wignis mimarT Tqveni
damokidebuleba albaT amanac ganapiroba.
_ momavali mkiTxvelis CamoyalibebisTvis marTlac ganmsazRvrelia
garemo, romelSic is izrdeba. minaxavs
ojaxebi, sadac bavSvs gamudmebiT uCiCineben imecadinos, ikiTxos. TviTon
ufrosebi ki wigns erTxelac ar gadaSlian. aseT ojaxebSi patarebi wigns
Znelad Tu Seiyvareben. Cems saxlSi sxva
situacia iyo. bavSvobidan vxedavdi
dedas, romelic gatacebiT kiTxulobda mxatvrul literaturas. rogorc
germanists, gansakuTrebiT germanuli
mwerloba uyvarda. vxedavdi mamas wigniT xelSi da ufros das _ sayvareli
gmirebis `garemocvaSi~. bunebrivia,
wigns mec bavSvobidan davumegobrdi da
rogorc mkiTxvelma, yvela literaturuli safexuri asakis Sesabamisad gaviare.
_ maS, pirveli safexuriT daviwyoT. gaxsovT Tqveni pirveli biblioTeka?
_ maxsovs da TiToeuli wignis Sinaarsi dawvrilebiT SemiZlia movyve.
mama intensiurad maswavlida leqsebs
samSobloze, mamuliSvilobaze. albaT
surda, TviTidentifikacia momexdina
da gameazrebina, rom qarTveli var.
Zalian miyvarda vaJas `arwivi~, rafiel
erisTavis `samSoblo xevsurisa~. sayvareli poeti iyo nodar dumbaZec. misi
laRi, alali leqsebi maxalisebda
(rogorc mwerali is mogvianebiT gavicani).
Semdeg movida asaki, roca bavSvi
saTavgadasavlo literaturiT interesdeba. ...da astrid lindgreni Cems usayvarles avtorad iqca! ar meguleba
adamiani, romelsac bavSvobaSi, `biWuna da saxuravis binadari karlsonis~ wakiTxvis Semdeg karlsonTan megobrobaze ar uocnebia. miyvarda aseve `Cvenc
saltkrokelebi varT”. xom gaxsovT,
ambavi keTil melker melkersonze da
mis Svilebze! cota ufro adre, udides
emocias iwvevda vaJas sabavSvo
moTxrobebi. rom icodeT, ramdenjer
mitiria `Svlis nukris naambobze~, ramdenjer gafacicebiT gadamikiTxavs
`CxikvTa qorwili~, `saTaguri~ Tu sxva
novelebi.
lindgrenis gmirebTan megobrobis
paralelurad, mark tvenis wignebis
kiTxviT vaTenebdi da vaRamebdi. tom
soieris, heklberi finis, jo harperis
cxovrebiT vcxovrobdi. miyvarda mark
tvenisve `ufliswuli da maTxovari~,
robert stivensonis `ganZTa kunZuli~
da jeims kuperis `ukanaskneli mohikani~. vfiqrob, am saocari `Tavgadasavlebis~ gareSe bavSvoba marTlac
warmoudgenelia.
`
Tias Sandori~. rogorc gaxsovT, mSobliuri ungreTis damoukideblobisTvis (ungreTi imxanad avstriis mier
iyo dapyrobili) mebrZol graf Sandors Seipyroben, megobrebs dauxvreten, TviTon gaqceviT uSvelis Tavs
da daxvretili TanamebrZolebisTvis
SurisZiebac iwyeba! maSin arc vicodi,
ras niSnavda samSoblos damoukideblobisTvis brZola, Tumca Tavisuflebisa da samarTlianobisTvis Tavganwirul gmirebs Zalian TanavugrZnobdi.
aranakleb emocias iwvevda CemSi
main ridis saTavgadasavlo romanebis
kiTxva. es yvelaferi TxuTmet wlamde
`gaviare~.
_ TxuTmeti wlis asaki TiTqos
zRvaria _ erTi etapi sruldeba da
sxva, axali iwyeba.
_ 15-16 weli xom gardatexis asakia,
dro, roca mozardi icvleba, axali
interesebi, axali gatacebani uCndeba,
maT Soris literaturis TvalsazrisiTac. magaliTad, Cemi interesi
ramdenime literaturulma mima-
wignTan
bavSvobidan
vmegobrob
~
_ vxedav, bavSvobaSi Zalze emociuri mkiTxveli yofilxarT, mravali
saintereso ambavi `gadagxdeniaT
Tavs~.
_ Semdeg Cems cxovrebaSi axali
etapi daiwyo _ Jiul vernisa da
aleqsandre diumas nawarmoebebSi CaviZire. arc maxsovs, riT daviwye, mgoni
_ `sami muSketeriT~. diumas Semoqmedebidan gansakuTrebulad miyvarda swored `sami muSketeri~ da `grafi
monte kristo~. Jiul vernis romanebidan ki yvela ganurCevlad mitacebda. maSin megona, rom am mwerals mTeli msoflio hqonda movlili. warmoidgineT Cemi gaoceba, roca mogvianebiT Sevityve, rom mSobliur parizs
TiTqmis arasodes tovebda. ramdenad
mdidari warmosaxva unda hqonoda adamians, romelmac `mogvatara~ mTeli
cisqveSeTi, `gvamogzaura~ dedamiwidan mTvaremde, dedamiwidan centrisaken da 80 000 kilometri wyalqveS! Zalian miyvarda, aseve, misi `ma-
rTulebam miipyro. erT-erTi deteqtivi iyo. siamovnebiT vkiTxulobdi
arTur konan doilis `Serlok
holmssa~ da agaTa kristis romanebs.
kristis erT-erTma nawarmoebma imdenad SemZra, rom maxsovs, mometebuli
emociisgan iatakze aRmovCndi. romans
`rojer eqroidis mkvleloba~ erqva da
Txroba pirvel pirSi midioda. vfiqrobdi, vin SeiZleboda yofiliyo mkvleli, aTasi eWvi da varaudi mqonda,
magram Cemda gasaocrad aRmoCnda, rom
damnaSave TviT mTxrobelia! gamWriaxma erkiul puarom swored is Seipyro!
siuJetis amgvar moulodnel ganviTarebas ar velodi da aman Zalian imoqmeda Cemze. `rojer eqroidis mkvleloba~ CemTvis dRemde gamaognebel
deteqtiur nawarmoebad rCeba.
_ bevrisTvis studentobis wlebi
axali avtorebis aRmoCenisa da bevrad mZafri da mravalferovani literaturuli STabeWdilebebis xanaa.
_ Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetSi swavlisas orma avtorma erTianad amoatriala CemSi yvelaferi.
erT-erTi maTgani mixeil javaxiSvili
gaxldaT. saxlSi gvqonda misi Txzulebebis erTtomeuli – msxviltaniani
gamocema. roca wavikiTxe, imdenad
didi STabeWdileba moaxdina, rom javaxiSvilis bibliografia Sevadgine, amoviwere nawarmoebebi, romelic saxlSi ar gvqonda da maT kiTxvas sajaro
biblioTekaSi Sevudeqi. gansakuTrebulad imoqmeda romanma `givi Saduri~,
xolo moTxrobebidan yvelaze metad
`miwis yivili~ momwons. javaxiSvili
udidesi Semoqmedia.
rac Seexeba meore avtors _ is knut
hamsuni iyo. iciT rogor gavicani?
saCxeres raionSi, megobris ojaxs vstumrobdi. Cemi maspinZlebi literaturas did pativs scemdnen da
saukeTeso biblioTeka hqondaT. erTxel Sin marto davrCi da wignebis Tvalierebisas SemTxveviT gadavawydi
knut hamsunis `misteriebs~. qarTulad
iyo Targmnili. Sevudeqi kiTxvas da
arcTu patara romani erT dReSi wavikiTxe. iqamde ar yofila SemTxveva, wig-
interviu 13
ni erTi aRebiT, erTi amosunTqviT wamekiTxos. hamsunis `misteriebi~ CemTvis
erTgvar saetapo nawarmoebad iqca.
Cems cxovrebaSi gamoCnda sruliad
ucxo, ucnauri, yvelasgan gansxvavebuli gmiri _ nagels vgulisxmob. manamde nagelis msgavs personaJs literaturaSi arsad `gadavyrivar~, arc cxovrebaSi Sevxvedrivar misebr saxasiaTo, arastandartul adamians. hamsuni
ise Semiyvarda, rom gadavwyvite misi
Semoqmedebac – javaxiSvilisa ar iyos
_ srulad ameTvisebina. Sevadgine bibliografia da sajaro bibloTekas mivakiTxe... `panim~ da `viqtoriam~ didi
emocia gamoiwvia CemSi. Zalian momewona `miwis madli~ _ romani, romelSic
mweralma nobelis premia miiRo. Tumca hamsunis nawarmoebebidan, yvela
erTnairi mxatvruli Rirebulebisa ar
aRmoCnda, gansxvavebiT javaxiSvilisgan, romlis teqstebis umetesobac
Zalian maRali rangis prozauli nimuSebia. rac Seexeba `misteriebs~, mas
ara mxolod avtoris Semoqmedebis
mwvervalad, aramed msoflio literaturis erT-erT Sedevradac miviCnev.
_ mixeil javaxiSvilis garda
qarTul mwerlobaSi kidev vin aris
Tqveni rCeuli?
_ minda giTxraT, rom saskolo
programiT gaTvaliswinebuli qarTveli avtorebi, Cveni didi klasikosebi
ise `gvaswavles~, rom didxans bevri
maTganisken gaxedvac ar mindoda. magram gavida dro, damoukideblad wavikiTxe `vefxistyaosani~, ilias proza,
sxva avtorebi. SeiZleba iTqvas didi
qarTuli mwerloba axlidan aRmovaCine.
Cemi azriT, literatura mxolod
emociisTvis, STabeWdilebisTvis ar
iqmneba, is zemoqmedebs Cvens msoflaRqmaze, gviyalibebs Rirebulebebs, gvifarTovebs Tvalsawiers, gvaCvevs
fiqrs. misgan bevrs swavlobs adamiani,
ufro ukeTesi xdeba. Tuki literaturas am TvalsazrisiT ganvixilavT,
araerTi nawarmoebis dasaxeleba SemiZlia, Tumca yvelaze metad `daTa TuTaSxias~ gamovarCevdi. samwuxaroa,
rom dRes, axalgazrdebs `TuTaSxia~
aRar itacebs, gaocebuli vkiTxav
xolme Cems studentebs: `nuTu arc es
wagikiTxavT?!~ da Semdeg minda doCanaSvilis gmiriviT mivuloco maT _
araerTi didebuli romanis wakiTxvis
siamovneba xom jer kidev win aqvT!
mecodebian, radgan vici, wignTan
siSoris gamo, did bednierebas arian
moklebulni.
jer kidev skolaSi swavlisas didi
interesiT vkiTxulobdi giorgi SatberaSvilis nawarmoebebs, levan goTuas
istoriul romanebs. miyvarda nodar
dumbaZis moTxrobebiT Tavis Seqceva.
erTxans konstantine gamsaxurdias
`daviT aRmaSenebelmac~ damainteresa,
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poeti
eka qevaniSvili:
`poezia TavisiT movida~
dasasruli
sisusteze informacias flob... martivad rom vTqva, ufro advilia, roca
Sens Tavs Signidanac xedav da atlasebs
ar gamoikrav, silamazisTvis.
_ axali wignis miZRvnis adresati
Seni patara gogonaa. rogor fiqrob,
nica seriozulad gaagrZelebs xatvas
Tu misi SemoqmedebiTi miswrafeba Seicvleba?!
_ is jer mxolod rva wlisaa. ginaxavT misi asakis bavSvi, romelsac
xatva ar uyvardes? ase rom, jerjerobiT mis am gatacebas seriozulad ar
vafaseb. miTumetes, rom am bolo dros
werac daiwyo. mec zustad ase viyavi. win
cvlilebis bevri welia. ra moxdeba, ar
vici. rac vici isaa, rom maqsimalur
Tavisuflebas mivcem yovelTvis, mis
yvela arCevanSi.
_ `ekas RmerTebi~ _ ase hqvia erTerT leqss. ratom RmerTebi?
_ imitom, ratomac Citebi da peplebi, angelozebi da eSmakebi, Svilebi
da qmrebi, megobrebi da mtrebi. ar
vici... RmerTi, rogorc Cveni, adamianebis erT-erTi safiqrali, vis Sesaxebac me piradad bevri kiTxva maqvs. es
leqsic me da Cemi RmerTis erTgvari
dialogia. ufro swored, dialogis
mcdeloba.
_ literaturuli gavlenidan
Tavis daRweva da sakuTari stilis Seqmna Zalian rTulia.ganucdia Tu ara
eka qevaniSvils romelime poetis gavlena da rogor ganviTarda misi Semoqmedeba pirveli publikaciebidan
dRemde?!
_ ganmicdia, aba, ra. aucileblad.
Tumca aq aris erTi momenti, rac unda
vTqva. seriozuli poeziis kiTxva ufro
gvian daviwye, vidre imaze fiqri, risi
Tqmac xmamaRla mindoda. amitom
konkretuli saxelebis, avtorebis
dasaxeleba gamiWirdeba Tu vin moaxdina Cemze iseTi literaturuli gavlena, rom STagonebulma xelSi kalami
aviRe. ara, ase ar yofila. yvela kargi
avtoris, kargi leqsis wakiTxvis Semdeg
gamCenia weris survili ufro swored,
`amas xom mec davwerdi~ – SegrZneba. magram Cemi wesia _ aseT dros arasodes
davwero. unda davelodo. da kidev
erTi, Zalian cudi mexsiereba maqvs am
TvalsazrisiT – ver vimaxsovreb saxeebs, stils, striqonis wyobas. mrCeba
mxolod SegrZnebebi da mgonia, rom
esec micavs zedmeti gavlenisgan. Tumca ar vici, albaT, mainc sxvam unda Seafasos var Tu ara vinmes literatruli
memkvidre da mimdevari.
_ samagido wigni gaqvs?
_ ara. arasodes mqonia. da arc arasodes mesmoda, rogor SeiZleba arsebobdes mxolod erTi wigni, romelsac
gadavSli roca momesurveba da iq yvela pasuxs vipovi. es ewinaaRmdegeba Cems
zemoT naxseneb cxovrebis mizans –
mravalferovnebas. me maqvs erT magidaze daxvavebuli bevri wigni.
_ axla ras kiTxulob?
_ erT wigns arasodes vkiTxulob.
erTxel vaxsene sadRac da axlac momiwevs gavimeoro, maqvs saRamos wigni,
transportis wigni, samsaxuris wigni,
nicas wigni da ase Semdeg. maT monacvleobiT vkiTxulob. jer erTi, Tavidan
gavdivar mTel sabavSvo literaturas,
zogs me vukiTxav, zogsac TviTon, nicasac danawilebuli aqvs am mxriv sakiTxavi. umagresi SegrZnebaa.
Cems CanTaSi ki bolos amerikuli
moTxrobebis anTologia Cavagde, axlaxans gamocemuli. transportSi sakiTxavad gamwesda. me ar miyvars eleqtronuli wignebi, Tu Zalian ar mWirdeba ver vkiTxulob did nawarmoebebs
eleqtronul sivrceSi. am bolo dros
vfiqrob, `qindli~ viyido da is, rac
wignad jer ar gamocemula an Cvenamde
ar mosula, swored misi daxmarebiT wavikiTxo. konservatori var am ambavSi,
amitomac viTrev fexs. ra vqna, miyvars
namdvili, furclebiani, suniani wignebi.
_ ras ityvi Seni Taobis mwerlebze?
_ ra unda vTqva?! me mgoni, sul
maTze vlaparakob, xan Cems radiosiuJetebSi, xan sagazeTo interviuebSi. da
ganwyobac kargad Cans – es erTaderTi
sferoa, sadac SemiZlia sakuTari azri
met-naklebad gamovxato. mokled rom
vTqva, vfiqrob, rom Cven bevri kargi
poeti da prozaikosi gvyavs – ubralod maT mxolod saqarTveloSi icnoben
da isic yvelas ara. ai, me rom iseTi uwyeba mebaros, romelic literaturis
ganviTarebaze iqneboda garkveulwilad pasuxismgebeli an ubralod
fuli mqondes da Tan literatura miyvardes da mesmodes, bevr Tanamedrove
qarTvel avtors vTargmnidi.
_ ra rCevas miscemdi sakuTar Tavs
da ras gaiTvaliswinebdi samomavlod?
_ eka, erTxel mainc daujere ekas.
xandaxan mas kargi azrebic mosdis TavSi.
esaubra xaTuna alxaziSvili
mkiTxveli
goCa saiTiZe:
`wignTan
bavSvobidan vmegobrob~
dasasruli
Tumca mogvianebiT Cemi damokidebuleba am nawarmoebis mimarT Seicvala. mwerlis Semoqmedebidan `mTvaris motacebas~ gamovarCev, ramdenime novelac
momwons, Tumca gamsaxurdiaseuli maneruloba CemTvis ucxoa.
studenti viyavi, roca guram doCanaSvilis mwerlobas gavecani. misi
nawarmoebebiT _ `samoseli pirveli~,
`kaci, romelsac literatura Zlier
uyvarda~, `xorumi qarTuli cekvaa~ da
sxva _ aRfrTovaneba dRemde ar
mtovebs. calke saubris Temaa Cemi gataceba guram rCeuliSvilis energiuli
mwerlobiT.
studentoba
misi
moTxrobebis gareSe warmoudgenelia.
imave periodSi wavikiTxe guram gegeSiZis `codvili~ da `stumari~.
_ qarTul mwerlobaze bevri
isaubreT, Tumca rogorc davinaxe,
gamorCeulad sul ramdenime nawarmoebi giyvarT.
_ marTalia, bevri visaubre, magram
CemTvis umniSvnelovanesi avtori jer
ar damisaxelebia. es oTar WilaZea.mis
Semoqmedebaze saubari dausruleblad
SemiZlia. maocebs misi siRrme, adamianis sulis kunWulebSi wvdomis unari.
garda imisa, rom sityvis didi ostatia,
fsiqologicaa, saukeTesod icnobs adamians, mis Sinagans. amis gareSe ki didi
mwerloba warmoudgenelia. Cemi azriT,
qarTul literaturaSi iSviaTia aseTi
mwerali.
_ ucxouri literaturis qarTulenovan Targmanebs aqtiurad ecnobiT?
_ vfiqrob, Targmani Zalze mniSvnelovani dargia. mTargmneli erTgvari Tanaavtori xdeba nawarmoebisa da
aqedan gamomdinare, misi pasuxismgebloba, rogorc mkiTxvelis, ase mwerlis winaSe sakmaod didia. Tavidan ucxoenovan literaturas qarTuli TargmanebiT vecnobodi. Semdeg rusul enaSi gaviwafe da aman saSualeba momca
bevri ucxoueli avtoris namuSevari
rusulad wamekiTxa da qarTul TargmanTan Semedarebina. Targmanis erTerT saukeTeso nimuSad mimaCnia baCana
bregvaZis namuSevari _ migel de servantesis `don kixot lamanCeli~, revaz
TabukaSvilis _ Seqspiris `sonetebi~.
vTvli, rom givi gegeWkoris mier
saukeTesodaa Targmnili frangi simbolistebis lirika.
paulo koelios `alqimikosze~
erTxans bevrs saubrobdnen, davinteresdi da nawarmoebs qarTul enaze gave-
cani. ukmayofilo davrCi. marTalia,
TviTon nawarmoebma STabeWileba namdvilad moaxdina, magram mwerlis sxva
Txzulebebis wakiTxvis Semdeg davrwmundi, rom koelio Tavisi saxelisa da
popularobis Sesabamisi mwerali ver
aris. magaliTad, `Cems~ oTar WilaZes
verc ki Sevadareb. rogorc ca da
dedamiwa ise gansxvavdebian.
_ mxatvruli literaturis garda, kidev romeli mimarTuleba Tu
Janri gitacebT?
_ gansakuTrebuli interesiT
vekidebi publicistikas. iliasa da vaJas werilebi miyvars. Tavis droze akaki baqraZis nawerebma (da misma sajaro
leqciebmac) didi gavlena iqonia
Cemze. maxsovs, pirvelad misi `sulis
zrda~ wavikiTxe, amas mohyva `ilia WavWavaZe~, `mwerlobis moTviniereba~ da
sxva. saocari silaRiT, codniT, siRrmiT wers. SeuZlebelia, waikiTxo da
gulgrili darCe.
_ aris wignebi, romelTa gadaSlas
mouTmenlad eliT?
_ didi xania vemzadebi dostoevskis prozis asaTviseblad. mis Semoqmedebas kargad ar vicnob. aqamde,
TiTqos vufrTxodi am avtors. axla ki
vfiqrob, droa misi nawarmoebebis siRrmeebSi Cavixedo. igive SemiZlia
giTxraT folknerze. survili maqvs
axlos gavecno laTinoamerikul literaturasac. marTalia, markesis `martoobis asi weliwadi~ Cems usayvarles
nawarmoebebs Sorisaa, magram espanurenovani mwerlobis gasacnobad es
sakmarisi ar aris. ase rom, ucnob
wignebTan Sexebis bedniereba jer kidev
win maqvs.
esaubra Tamar Juruli
30 seqtemberi - 13 oqtomberi 2011
literaturuli gazeTi
emzar kvitaiSvili
fridon xalvaSis siaxloves
imis mere, rac fridon xalvaSi am
qveyanaze aRaraa, ufro tkbilad da,
amasTanave, sevdianad vigoneb 2006 wlis
seqtembris damdegs, sofel gegeliZeebSi masTan gatarebul xuT dRes. Seunelebeli yuradRebiTa da siTboTi
viyavi garemosili. vxedavdi, rogor
trialebda Tavis koxta xulasTan,
broliviT siminds rogor fqvavda Wadis gamosacxobad. bostanSic miseburad fusfusebda – kitri, pomidori
da surnelovani usasuqo mwvanili rom
daekrifa.
yvelaferTan erTad, fridoni
meurne kaci iyo da sul ar gamkvirvebia, rom gardacvalebamde ori wliT
adre (2008 wlis 11 ivlisi) igi ase eloliaveba mamiseuli miwis nakveTs. `dila
axalpirdabanil bavSvs~ agonebs da
gancvifrebulia, TiTistola kitri
gaTenebisas mtkavelze meti rom xvdeba da gadawyvets – nayofis zrdas daudarajdes, daakvirdes. es botanikosis
JiniT aqvs CaniSnuli dRiurSi, Cans,
rogor mounusxavs bunebis idumal
saqciels: `ra malulad diddeba. erTxel – mifiqria – Caujde unda, uyuro
rogor izrdeba. zrda ar dagenaxveba~.
ucnauri naTqvamia. ase mxolod poeti
ityoda.
daRonebuli vixseneb simaRleze
gaSlil ezo-kars. SuadRisas myudro
oTaxSi dadgmul magidas mivusxdebodiT, rom gvemusaifa da gvesadila.
misi dawuruli Rvino, misi gamoxdili
arayi ar gvaklda. nasadilevs iqaurobas vaTvalierebdi. mere biblioTekaSi avdiodi, rame rom wamekiTxa. gvianobamde ar mbezrdeboda
wignebisa da Jurnalebis gadafurcvla. dRis STabeWdilebebi ireoda
Tvalwin da sabangadaxuruli Rameul
xmebsac vismendi. Cveulebad maqvs patar-patara, mravalTaTvis SeumCneveli wvrilmanebis aRnusxva da naucbaTevi striqonebi TavisTavad, uwvaleblad meZaleba. Casvlis meore Rames es
Camiweria sasTumalTan:
damwifebuli, brwyinavs mayvali,
obobas qselSi farTxalebs buzi...
yvelas Tavisi wuravs naRveli,
xevidan kvnesa momesma busi.
diliT saucxoo gunebaze avdeqi.
didxans vuyurebdi mzis pirveli sxivebisgan bajaRlod Seferil, tanmaRal,
kanatkreCil fiWvebs. meama totidan
totze moxtunave, qoCriani, grZelkuda, gawripuli ciyvis danaxva, male rom
CamoiqveiTa da saxlis gverdiT, neSoSi daiwyo pawia TaTebis faTuri. imasac
Tavisi mizani hqonda. `zamTris maragi~
davarqvi erTi cicqna Canaxats, romlis
naucbaTevad mownul striqonebSic is
sayvarlad afxakunebuli, natifi arseba movaqcie:
nawvimze icis niyvi...
Sevyureb tanwvrils, frTxils,
miezideba ciyvi
fridonis ezos Txils.
Cemma gulRia da guluxvma maspinZelma (es adrec vTqvi) mTeli mTiani
aWara momatara. Tavisi `niva~ rom daqoqa, pirvelad gegeliZeebis maxlobel sofel kokotaurSi (iqedan iyo
gamoTxovili fridonis meuRle TunTuli) wamiyvana da mivadeqiT mineraluri wylis saamqros, sadac ugemrielesi `kokotauri~ SevsviT. ori Sekvra
celofanSi SefuTuli boTlebisa manqanaSi Cagvilages. iqaurma mewarmem,
fridonis kargma nacnobma, gviTxra,
aWaraSi ki gadis Cveni wyali, magram
imdeni Tanxa ar gvaqvs, muSaoba gavSaloT, gavafarTovoTo. dasanania. `kokotaurma~ Tbilisisa da sxva mozrdili
qalaqebisken rom gaikvalos gza, danarCen, cnobil mineralur wylebs
sagrZnob metoqeobas gauwevs. es fridonsac swamda.
iq yofnisas yvelafers xarbad isrutavda Cemi Tvali. ar mindoda miwis
Tundac patara nafleTi gamomrCenoda. ferdobebze Sefenil saxlebs
vakvirdebodi, vimaxsovrebdi. TbilisSi dabrunebamde cota xniT adre Cemeburad vemSvidobebodi iqaurobas da
vlamobdi, rac SeiZleba meti Cametia
samiode saxeldaxelod moqneul
strofSi:
wuxeli mTebma, wyalgaRma,
Rrublebi Savad dajara,
movarda qari,
gafanta,
uwvimrad miSvebs aWara.
tokavs, Wrialebs fiWvnari,
vbruvdebi, CanaZinebi...
piria Semodgomisa,
daudgamT Calis zvinebi.
alag – xasxasa mwvanea,
alag – klde moCans, xrioki,
SegZravs da wamogaxtunebs,
RamiT, turebis wioki.
verafriT ver warmovidgendi maSin,
rom amis metad veRar Cavidodi fridonTan sofelSi (ramdenjerme kidev
dampatiJa mere, magram Cemi arasaxarbielo mdgomareobis gamo, vercerT
fridonobas veRar daveswari). iqedan
ki, seqtembris im qarvisfer dRes, misi
nacnobis patara avtobusiT erTad wamovediT. fanjridan vumzerdi Tmagawewil, merqanamZvral evkaliptebs da
qolgebiviT gaSlil palmebs. erT-
maneTze gadabmul mandarinis baRebs
male gadaanaTebda oqrosferi simwife.
siymawvilidanve sxvanairad miyvarda
aWara, misi sanapiroebi da axlac,
warmosaxvaSi, is dReebi cocxldeboda.
`baTumis karibWesTan~ – ase davasaTaure is ramdenime striqoni, Sinisken
mimqrolavs rom amedevna:
anwli. askilo, Senac mwifdebi...
mwvaned naburi, vican _ Caqvia...
wiTeli miwa. evkaliptebi.
maxinjauric, vici, aqvea.
saswaulebi – marjvniv da marcxniv...
arvin ifiqros, guli damcxrala...
maxsovs, zRvauriT gadavarcxnili –
cixisZiri da grili barcxana.
fridons TbilisSi CamosvlisTanave vuTxari, zemo aWaraSi yofnisas ramdenime leqsi davwere, amas Sen gimadli, male gamovaqveyneb-meTqi. gaexarda. mere da mere amaTi gamoqveyneba mimrCa (Cveulebad meqca yvelafris gadadeba). erTis garda, `omris~ – pirveli
wignis boloTqmaSi rom Cavsvi, arc miCvenebia. danarCenebi, am orad gayofil
gaxsenebaSi axlaRa CavrTe. maSindeli
STabeWdilebebidan erTi strofis
amowerac SeiZleboda. `Rame aWariswylis xeobaSi~ – ase wamiweria Tavze.
didi veraferi Svilia, calke gamosaqveynebladac ar varga, magram ajobebs,
isev am furclebSi ganvazavo, aqve CaiRvaros, rogorc mTiani aWaris adreuli Semodgomis erTi kriala wveTi:
Sriali uyvars, bnelSi, Walas,
kalia mwuxris ukravs Celos,
Subls vuSver niavs, mawanwalas,
lands aqvs Tviseba gaiwelos.
sicocxleSi, samocdaTxuTmeti wlisa roca gaxda, mozrdili leqsi vuZRveni, baTumSi Cavedi, wavukiTxe da imave
saRamos Wabua amirejibis axalgamocemuli Zvirfasi Svidtomeulic gadaveci, avtoris alersiani warweriT
damSvenebuli. sixarulisgan Tvalebi
gaubrwyinda. fridonma Tavadac momiZRvna ramdenime `samyura~, gadametebulad Semaqo da vuTxari, aseTi
epiTetebi ar mekuTvnis-meTqi.
adre vwerdi, Tu rogori ritualis
saxe SesZina man xaSis momzadebas da ra
xalisiT uyrida Tavs megobarTa viwro
wres, raTa maT gverdiT galaRebuliyo,
poeziaze, saqarTveloze elaparaka.
swored im ganumeorebel dReebze fiqrma, monatrebam damawerina leqsi `kai
kacs mivtiri~:
gaqra is dro, gaiyola
xorblis arayi da xaSi...
Zmao fridon, bedisweram
gamogawyo TeTr CoxaSi.
menatreba saxe Seni,
momRimare da daxrili...
coli gaRma, qedas giwevs,
Senc samare giwovs, grili.
alyaSi var, aw mSvidobiT,
erTad dajdomav da lxino!
Ramem dagimartoxela,
xma rogorRa mogawvdino?!
ar damaviwydeba, rogor gaaxara
fridoni `omris~ pirveli wignis warmatebam. Tvalebgabrwyinebuli meubne-
boda, vin daureka da ra uTxra. aRfrTovanebuli werilebic mravlad daibeWda Jurnal-gazeTebSi, eferebodnen,
ulocavdnen, ase fersavsed, saxierad
rom gaacocxla axlo warsuli. maxsovs, Sewuxebulma miTxra – zogi sayuradRebo ram gamomrCa Cems mogonebebSi,
minda Sevavso da Tu janmrTelobam ar
miRalata, meore wignsac movadevnebo,
male daiwyo ganazraxis Sesruleba,
marTlac dawera ramdenime mimzidvelad wasakiTxi epizodi. vTxove, ufro
safuZvlianad Cajdomoda gagrZelebas
da rogorc icoda, drodadro makiTxebda calkeul Tavebs. ambobda –
rogorme oras gverdamde rom avidode, meti arc mindao, magram, samwuxarod, esec ar dascalda.
am cota xnis win, fridonis Svilebma
`omris~ meore, daumTavrebeli wigni
gadmomces, ramac, guldawyvetasTan
erTad, didad masiamovna. upirveles
yovlisa, momxibla ostaturad
mofiqrebulma winaTqmam, saidanac vityobT – mamamisma, gamrje glexma,
rogor gakafa jagnari, sayane miwa
Semoimata da erTi qacvi mosaWrelad
ver gaimeta, culi ver Semokra. male
mogoneba 15
avadsaxsenebeli `koleqtivoba~ damdgara, mTavrobas Zveli da axali sayane
erTianad CamourTmevia xalvaSebis
Sromismoyvare ojaxisTvis. saswauls
gavs – qacvi Turme imis mere uwindeburad aRar yvaoda, moiwyina. Rrma adamianuri sevdiT aris Seferili, rac im
qacvze ramdenime striqonSia naTqvami:
`idga yvelasgan mitovebuli berikaciviT da meCveneboda, sul Cveni odanaliisken iyureboda.
mainc, martis mileulze, meCxrad,
alag-alag, moTeTro-molilao ramdenime yvavils amoinaTebda.
hoda, giTxra minda – mec im ber qacvs
vgavar-meTqi.
moaxloebulTan miaxloebuli, meore `omrs~ venjiqvebi, iqneb ager-eger
yvavilmac gamoiWitinos-meTqi~.
aSkaraa, rasac gulisxmobs `moaxloebulTan miaxloebuli~, magram aseT
arasaxarbielo mdgomareobaSi myofmac imdeni SeZlo, misma, xandazmulobaSic Wabukurad uberebelma niWma iseTi xasxasa yvavilebi amoaSuqa, daWknoba da gaxuneba arasodes rom ar uweria. Tavisi Tavis nakafarSi mdgar qacvTan gaigiveba ki iseTi bednierad mignebuli, simbolosken midrekili
metaforaa, mudam darCeba fridon
xalvaSis memuaruli prozis mSvenebad.
Sinaganad SemZra, amaRelva mogonebaTa dausrulebeli wignis bolo
Tavma – `aiSe~ – sadac 2010 wlis (es Cemi
ufrosi megobris sicocxlis bolo weliwadi gamodga) Tebervlis bolo
dRes qarTveli poeti stambolis `qarTuli kulturis centrSi~ iqaur qarTvelebs xvdeba da Tavis leqsebs ukiTxavs. erTi Savkabiani, ulamazesi gogo
cremlebmomdgari usmens. TviTonac
aRgznebuli fridoni vinaobas ekiTxeba, masTan suraTis gadaRebasac daapirebs, gaigebs, rom dedamisis saxeli
rqmevia – aiSe. is moxdenili gogo suraTis gadaRebaze uars ambobs, sasjeli mekuTvnis, qarTveli var da qarTulad ver vlaparakobo, magram iqve
pirdeba Turqulad, meore Camosvlisas
mSobliur enaze dagelaparakebio. ras
ifiqrebda im wuTebSi `memleqeTis~
damweri, rom ase meored Camosvla da
amgvari Sexvedra aRar eRirseboda.
usazRvrod naRvliani da lirizmiT aRsavsea am Tavis bolo abzacebSi – Savkabian, sandomiani garegnobis qaliSvilTan gulmxurvale (ukve
ocnebaSi) Sexmianeba. es adgili mTlianad unda amoviwero:
`aiSe!
ai, Savi zRvis caSi mxrebaziduli
`boingi~ baTumisken, nislebze micuravs da Seni Sublis Suqi samSoblosken mimenaTeba, aiSe!
Sen, SoreTelo qaliSvilo samSoblo-memleqeTisav, rogor metkine,
roca miTxar, Tavs visjio, rom ver vubnob dedaenazeo...
mivxvdi, rac ari es naTqvami, Tumc
jer ver vpove mismagvari, gulis mziT
mwife, sityva – xelmwife, – rom vTqva
mTavari.
aiSe, Sen xar Temac, tkenac, foriaqic im sindis-namusTa, dRes arc kaci,
arc samyaro rom ar grZnobs, ar usmens~.
ase mTavrdeba fridon xalvaSis xelidan gamosuli `omris~ meore, dausrulebeli wigni. TurqeTSi samkurnalod gamgzavrebamde, melaparaka;
ganzraxuli hqonda Tavadve aRewera is
tragikuli SemTxveva misi saiubileo
saRamosi, ramac zeimi glovad uqcia.
aseve surda, `literaturul gazeTSi~
mozrdili interviu gamoeqveynebina,
magram eseni da bevri sxva ramec surviladve darCa, samareSi Caiyola.
mxne, gautexeli kaci iyo. janmrTelobaze, avadmyofobaze wuwuni, daCivleba ar uyvarda da mxolod gardacvalebamde ori dRiT adre,
SeWirvebuls uTqvams _ mgoni, vkvdebio.
xSirad mifiqria da axlac, cxadia,
amave azrisa var – qveynis samsaxurisTvis mudam Tavgamodebuli fridon xalvaSi sakuTar sicocxles uyoymanod daTmobda, oRond fexze mdgariyo, gaZlierebuliyo misi gulidan
da gonebidan ganuSorebeli saficari
samSoblo – saqarTvelo, saTayvanebeli memleqeTi.
16 proza
zurab leJava
beberi gandoni
dasasruli
„smenis~ danarCeni praporSikebic dainteresdnen da
isinic Turme miacqerdnen galia-xafangs, magram
mikolas garda yvelas guliani sicili waskda, roca
beberi gandonis nacvlad am xafangSi damwyvdeuli
kata dainaxes. es kata ki, arc meti arc naklebi, ukiduresad ukmayofilo stratoni aRmoCnda. etyoba,
karga xans mouwia sawyals virTxebisTvis gankuTvnil
galia-xafangSi yuryuti. mikolam fafxuriT gamoaTria stratoni qeCoTi galia-xafangidan, maRla
aswia, yvelas daanaxva da muqTamWamela uwoda. amis
Semdeg udierad daagdo batoni stratoni Zirs da
panRuric uTavaza „dabambul Sarvalsa~ da mamapapur yverebSi. stratons ki, icocxle, ar moewona es,
magram ras gaawyobda gabrazebul, gacecxlebul fxukian mikolasTan. beberma gandonma ki kidev bevrjer gaumwara sicocxle mikola-tarakans da aramarto mas.
am virTxaze ki amasobaSi aTas rames sTxzavdnen
monaCmaxebis moyvarulebi _ aTasgvar magiur Tu
zebunebriv Tvisebebs awerdnen mas da neta genaxaT,
sadamde ar midioda am SemTxzvel-mucliTmezRapreTa fantasmagoriebi. me ki mainc mgonia, rom is beberi gandoni erTi Cveulebrivi virTxa iyo da meti
araferi, oRond, raTqmaunda, sxva virTxebze bevrad
ufro moxerxebuli da gaqnili. roca daiwyebdnen am
virTxis zebunebriv Tvisebebze laparaks, maSinve
vdgebodi xolme da mivdiodi iqidan an Tu vrCebodi
da vRebulobdi aseT saubarSi monawileobas, aucileblad vkilavdi mTxrobelebs.
erTxel erTi patimari, metsaxelad ukuSenni hyveboda raRac beliberdas virTxebis mefeebsa Tu dedoflebze: rom TiTqosda arseboben virTxebis mefeebi. isini TavianT dedoflebTan erTad sxdebian samefo taxtebze da iqidan marTaven virTxaTa samefoebs. maTi samefo taxtebi ki erTi-erTmaneTze kudebiT Sezrdili cocxali virTxebisgan Sesdgeba. „samefo taxtis~ Semadgenel kudebiT Sezrdil virTxebs
uWirT gadaadgileba, isini sxva saxeobisani arian.
arian Zalian avebi da elitarulebi, danarCen virTxebSi gamorCeulebs ki maTTvis da „mefisTvis~ sakvebi
miaqvT. ukuSennis azriT, beber gandons swored virTxebis mefesTan mihyavda asavsavebuli xundebi. bevrTa
TqmiT, Jilzonis anu samonastro kompleqsis saxuravebsa da sardafebSi marTlac budobden sxva saxeobis, Cveulebrivze bevrad didi, SeferilobiT ki
ufro muqi, mowablisfro samonastro virTxebi. Tumca ramdenad Seefereboda simarTles, rom TiTqosda Cveulebrivi virTxebi maT sakvebiT amaragebdnen
da miTumetes mefec Tu yavdaT, kudebiT Sezrdili
virTxebis taxtze mjdomi, ar vici. ise ki, es Cveni
gandoni, SesaZloa, erTgvari hibridic iyo Cveu-
literaturuli gazeTi
lebrivi saSualo zomis ruxi da didi wablisferi
samonastro virTxisa. imitomac gamovida albaT gandoni tanad rux virTxebze ufro didi da Tanac mwiTuri. maSin me davcine ukuSennis da aseTi istoriac
vuambe, eqspromtad SeTxzuli:
erTxel-meTqi, Tqven rom yvelas geZinaT, ucbaT
paraSidan tyapanis xma da raRac „bultixanie~ momesma. mere es „bultixanie~ ganmeorda da talCokidan beberma gandonma amoyo-meTqi Tavi, miixedmoixeda, etyoba, amosvla undoda, magram rom daminaxa, gadaifiqra, or fexze dadga, TvalebSi eSmakurad Camxeda, mere ki, gaiRima, marjvena TaTuka
drunCTan miitana da, rogorc Cveulebriv adamianebs sCveviaT, sahaero kocna gamomigzavna. am kocnas ki adamianis enaze mxiaruli wripiniT moayolameTqi sityva _ WuWulebSi! _ Semdeg ki gauCinarda.
me megona, ukuSenni da misi msmenelebi ukmayofilod
daiwyebdnen burtyuns da dacinvisTvis misayvedurebdnen, magram isini ise iyvnen monusxulebi magiur virTxebze saubriT, rom Cems naTqvamSi ironia
ver aRiqves da yvelaferi seriozulad miiRes. _
ooo, netav, ras unda niSnavdes esoden idumali sityva „WuWulebSi?~ _ dasva ukuSennim SekiTxva krZalviT da sasoebiT. _ me ra vici! albaT, romelime
Zvel da idumalebiT mocul enaze kidevac raRacas
niSnavs, _ vupasuxe me da sxvebs gadavxede. sxvebma
mxrebi aiCeCes.
P.S. am SemTxvevis Semdeg ganvlo garkveulma droJamma da moxda ise, rom me marTla vkiTxulobdi kameraSi Ramis naTuris Suqze wigns. ar vici, CamTvlima
Tu ara da arc is vici, Tu CamTvlima, marTla iyo es
yvelaferi Tu ara, magram gavigone raRac „bultixanie~ paraSidan, gavixede im mxares da beberi gandoni davinaxe: sveli iyo _ sakanalizacio milidan axlad amomZvrali. garemos akuratulad ynosavda da
Cemsken iyureboda. amis Semdeg or fexze dadga, Tvali TvalSi gamiyara da gamarTuli rusuliT damcinavad mkiTxa:
_ aRiareb Tu ara Cems gansakuTrebulobasa da
imas, rom erTob idumalebiT var moculi?!
_ vaRiareb, rom Sen marTlac gansakuTrebuli
da yvelaze ufro idumalebiT moculi virTxa xar
qveynierebis zurgze, bebero gandono! _ vupasuxe me
ratomRac monusxulma da Semcbarma. amis gagonebaze kmayofileba daetyo gandons _ gaiRima; mere ki
marjvena TaTuka tuCebTan miitana, sahaero kocna
miZRvna da damarcvliT warmosTqva:
_ uuux, Wu-Wu-lebSi!!!
amis Semdeg gaisma tyapani, mere „bultixanie~ da
beberi gandoni sakanalizacio milSi gauCinarda.
meki araTu gaviRviZe, aramed ufro, rom ityvian, gamovfxizldi Zilidan Tu Zil-buranidan. namZinarevi
da Secbunebuli paraSasTan mivfratundi da aCkorezSi Cavixede. iq araferi Canda, mxolod Savi wyali
laylayebda muxlSi. marTla iyo iq beberi gandoni
an romelime sxva virTxa Tu ubralod mezobel sakanSi Caasxes talCokSi wyali, ar vici. mas Semdeg arc
ZilSi da aRarc RviZilSi WaRara gandons aRar Sevxvedrivar aRarasodes.
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gvanca jobava
werili dedas
`zRvaze zvirTebi mova da wava,
cxovreba ase Semiswavlia...~
galaktion tabiZe
de, ici, wuxel umizezod cremli
davfante, davxarje.
vtirodi Cems Tavs, Sens Tavs,
yvela gasasvlels Cemi gulidan,
arSemosasvlels.
dagxate
erTxel... ara, metjer...
bevrjer dagxate. da verc erTxel
ver migamsgavse.
umizezoa TiTqos Cemi yvela naweri,
yvela leqsi, yvela werili,
Cemi cremlebic umizezoa,
rogorc Sedegi sinanulis,
xelovnuris.
cxovreba damaCoqebs bevrjer,
yvela SesaxvevSi, yvela gzatkecilze,
yvela mwvervalze, romelic momelanda,
da me ki ugunurad vende.
mendoba vinme? ar mendoba!
de, vis sWirdeba daCoqili
an amisTvis gamzadebuli.
bolo xania Cemi gulic
aRar mpasuxobs.
sul eWviT vuyureb,
TiTqos raRacas mipirebs.
cota meSinia, Torem ar mikvirs,
vici me,
cxovreba miwaa, mtveria,
mova qari da wagiRebs...
mova qari da wamiRebs...
da im wuTasve yvela iwamebs,
rom ar Secda, roca
ar gvendo.
me Tavi medo
Sens beWebze, vtirodi ase
da vambobdi:
`zRvaze zvirTebi mova da wava.
zRvaze zvirTebi mova da wava,~
de, meSinia,
ho, meti raRa...
bolo xania
Cemi guli aRar mpasuxobs,
aRar...
xelebis tango
me da Sen Soris gansxvaveba aris masala,
romliTac vSliT da vawyobT
Cven-Cvens dedamiwas...
me da Sen varT orni erTi saerTo haeriT,
manamde, sanam gvidgas saerTo magidaze
Cven–Cveni yavis finjani.
vsvamT iSviaTad. ufro maSin, roca gulSi
saTqmels valagebT da maxsendeba,
erTxel dedam miTxra,
arasdros Camexeda TvalebSi Tvalebis iqiT
misTvis, visganac ukan gzas verasdros
gamovignebdi. gicani.
anu arasdros ar unda Semyvareboda
TavdaviwyebiT. mindoda Seni Tvalebis iqiT
Caxedva, magram ar Cavixede.
me da Sen gvaqvs erTi saerToc: Cveni xelebi,
romlebic verasdros gadaeyrebian erTmaneTs,
verc SemTxveviT.
magram Seqmnian erTmaneTTan ver Sexvedris
yvelaze uformo siluets. orive Taviseburs.
da vidre me
vpoulob SenSi gulgrilobas, cxads Tu mogonils,
Sen ukve ici, rom me metad aRar moval.
da im wams TiTqos
kidec vemTxveviT.
da Tundac...
da mainc... orives
gviRirs erTad yofna mxolod erTi dRiT,
an iqneb kidec mxolod sadRac erTi saaTiT, imad,
rom mere vnaxoT rogor vsunTqavT uhaero sivrceSi,
imad, rom mere sadRac raRac Cumad gvtkiodes.
da vqmnideT. vqmnideT tkivilis siluets.
me da Sen Soris aris axla xidi da quCa, romelzec
sul erTxel, magram mainc erTad viomeT.
me da Sen viyaviT orni erTi saerTo haeriT,
manamde, sanam gvedga saerTo magidaze
Cven–Cveni yavis finjani.
vsvamdiT iSviaTad da gulSi am ucnaur
Sexvedras vamarTlebdiT, magram uimedod:
me – vzivar poeti Sens win da vici, rom verasdros
gierTguleb ufro metad, vidre Cems poezias,
Sen – zixar mxatvari Cems win da ici, rom verasdros
mierTguleb ufro metad, vidre Sens mxatvrobas
(orivem viciT, rom vkiTxulobT erTmaneTis azrebs,
TiTqos idumals, magram ar vimCnevT,
da vambobT xmamaRla: ar micnob!).
me da Sen gvaqvs erTi saerTo: Cveni xelebi,
romlebic verasdros Seqmnian erTmaneTs.
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